Difficult Times

Went to the Social Meeting for the Primetimer's Club last night.  Think I will join out of the sheer need to get involved with something new!  Very nice people at the meeting.  There is a snowshoe trip early January I may sign up for.  I will have had my cast off for 3 weeks by then.  If I can't snowshoe I can sit by the fire in the lodge and cuddle up with a hot drink.
It is so very difficult being somewhere without my husband.  I can't believe how after 6 months I still feel like part of my body is missing. I guess it is still early in this process.  It just seems as though I will never feel whole again. 
I will be sooooo glad when the holiday season is over.  I put a couple Christmas decorations out, but can't do any more.  I just don't have the enthusiasm and it makes me cry just thinking about it.