Differentl

The last two days have really been different.  I seem to be in a void.  I have so much to take care of and I just quit.  I don't want anyone else telling me to get out, find a job and visit the less fortunate.  I just want to hide away. I did talk to a past employer and they said they might be able to use me part time, which is good because I just started SS.  But I hope it doesn't come thru because then I would have to move forward and I don' t want to.  I am scared.