Didn't work

The shot didn't work!  Still in pain.  Still have to walk with 2 canes.  Supposed to go back to work tomorrow, but I can't walk far enough to get from the parking lot to the building.  Still tired and weak.  Can't see how I'll be able to keep this job and if I can't, what can I do?  I don't wamt to live as a cripple.  Haven't been able to get hold of Vickie to talk to her about this.  Want to die.  Have figured out how I can die and Foxy live.  It depends on how long it will take for people to realize I'm in trouble.  I can put her outside with a big dish of food and water, then blow out the pilot lights on the stove and turn on the gas.  Something's got to change or this will happen.  I will not be a burden on my sisters.

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Debbie66
Debbie66

Mike, please don\'t do anything so rash as that! Is that how you want to be remembered to your sisters? To your friends and neighbors? Do you want foxy to wonder where you\'ve gone, and why you haven\'t come back? Leave her outside to the elements when she\'s a house dog? Have her go to another animal shelter? What about you.... will you look back after you\'re gone and wish you had done things differently? I know you\'re a strong man, you\'ve made it this far, haven\'t you? Anytime you want to talk, just let me know and we\'ll go one on one, k? Hugs and kisses, Deb :o(