did my worksheets today

today I did my worksheets, and I am a little bit stressed about what to do about my bills, my incoming and outgoing are not matching, and I need to make some cuts but everything on my list is a must.
I have cut corners and am also doing sales for wood, and have renters, but this darn truck is taking a majority of my money.
I cant wait until I get my taxes back so I can breath a little bit. I am wondering if its even going to help with all the extra little emergancies that I have. such as I got my rent money for feb and it went right into the truck, cuz it needed an oil change really bad.
But now I have an overdraft fee from putting gas into my truck, which I was supposed to put the money right back in with wood sales and didnt because my bank is over 40 miles away and I didn't want to spend the extra gas money to take it over there. I need to find a bank that is closer, but right now it is not an option as I have some bank fees in collections and the banks nearby won't work with me.
UGH!!!!!! I am so frustrated right now.
I am thinking about this dilemma and wondering if it is going to work.
so far on gas because we are doing wood sales, and going out every day, it is costing between $20-30 dollars a day to go out. and then also my babe smokes and that costs $60 a week. This weekend we spent over $100 dollars at a celebration. I tried to offer taking sandwiches and things, and they insisted on eating at the vendors which was about $30 dollars a meal! ugh! I enjoyed myself but now I am feeling the frustration of it all.