Did I forget to mention??

Please dear God set me freeFree from this demon inside me Its consuming my soul Blackening my heart Its ripping my psyche completely apartI want to be as happy as I should be I want to bask in the love that is shared with meBut all that I feel is constant darknessWhy is it that you refuse to harken Why is it that these demons convokeVicious attacks upon myself they provokeRazor blades have been my best friendsBut I try so hard to not fall againThey beg and plead for my attentionBut I am strong did I forget to mention?I will not be tempted by painIt can not let all this remain!! So far deep down inside of me I refuse to just cry and to bleedI have so much more life in front of meSo many people that I must seeSo many things that I must do!The biggest of which is being with you!I will make it through this rain!So I can speak softly your nameI will make it to hold your handI WILL be forever your man!!We will walk together through lifeHappy can be as husband and wife!!