Diary Instalment: 9th May 2014

9th May 2014
Wokie Up: 9th May, 8:40amSlept At: 10th May, 3:00am
Mum Was Meant To Work Todai But She Stayed Home Instead, I Layed With Candy Then Had A Bath. Spent All Day Filming In Mai Bedroom And Outside For Mai Music Video/Mini-Film "Zodiac Silenced" It Was Great Fun To Take On The Form And Be Zodiac For The First Time. Then I Edited The Clips I Had Filmed, Im Happi With How Its Turning Out, Especially When The Chorus Hits :D Then We Went Down The Minestacks And Filmed More, Spent All Day Filming, Im Very Tired, Buts Its Worth It :)
Desu Messaged Me On Facebook :/
Desu Ni:Hello Josh..Can we talk please?
Radocto:....No We Cant.
Desu Ni:Why not?:'(
Radocto:You Really Want Me To List All The Reasons? :P Because I Can. I Said No
Desu Ni:...YOur onlineand thank you for answering to me :)
Radocto:I Dont Wanna Talk To You Because You Came Back Twice Before Then Left Again, You'd Do It Again, 2. You Broke Mai Heart And Made Me Relapse, 3. Your A Liar
Desu Ni:Its painful
Radocto:You Made Me Feel Worthless, The ONLY Reason I Am Answering You Is Because You Keep Messaging Me An I Am Telling You To Stop, I Do Not Want You In Any Way :)
Desu Ni:I'm sorry
Radocto:Too Late Bye :) Bye
Desu Ni:bye:(I know u still have feelings for meYou cannot resist it
Desu Ni:Am i right?
Didnt Reply, I Had A Bath Then Continued Editing Mai Video Through The Evening. I Think Desu Made A Fake Ourworld Account As A Girl, She Added Me An Talked Obsessively About Mai Relationship With Her An Knew Stuff About It I Didnt Say :/ So I Went Along With It An Really Rubbed It In Of How I Didnt Want Desu Or Love Her, Felt Good :) Maybe She'll Leave Me Alone Now.
She Later Told Me It Was Really Her, I Told Her I Dont Want Her But She Wasnt Takin No For An Answer, I Added Her On Facebook For Mai Own Personal Gain :P Im Really Bad Sometimes.. I Should Feel Guilty But.. I Dont :/