Diary Instalment: 9th April 2014
9th April 2014
Wokie Up: 9th April, 10:30amSlept At: 10th April, 1:10am
Wokie Up And Layed With Candy On Mai Bed For About 40 Minutes, Then I Had A Bath And Came Online. I Messaged Mia At 11:24pm Last Night And Its 11:30am Now An She Still Hasent Messaged Me, She Was Online All Night As It Says She Was Online Only Two Hours Ago. This Is What Gets Me Mad, I Get Really Excited To Talk To Her An Then When She Doesnt I Get Mad An Sad And She Says She Just Doesnt Have Time Then Gets Mad At Me.
I Mean What The Hell? I Dont Understand, She Has Enough Time To Send Me One Goodnight Message Right? I Feel Like She Doesnt Wanna Talk To Me But When I Tell Her This She Says She Really Loves Me And Doesnt Wanna Lose Me :/ And The Ova Day When We Argued She Was Messaging Me Every Few Seconds, So She Found Time Then, She Cant Be That Busy After All. I've Had Enough, Im Not Gonna Keep Having To Deal With It, I've Given Up On Her, I Dont Want This Anymore.
3:14pm, Mia's Been Online All Day But Still No Message. I Sat Outside In The Sun An Thought About Writing A Scipt That Supports Mai Album Meaning, Auntie Julie's Car Drove Past To Go Down And Visit Mai Gran And Grandads. I Got A New XBOX Hard Drive Because Mai Last One Curupted And I Just Found Out That I Lost ALL Mai Saved Data From The Last Five Years, I Had Alot. So That Made Me Anrgy And Im Not Playing Base Games Anymore, Just Online Ones, I Cant Believe I Lost All Mai Stuff.. Bad Day Todai :(
I Got Granny Some Bath Soaps And A Card For Her Berthday Tomorrow, I Drew A Picture Of Her Sitting On The Floor Playing Countdown, And On The Board Was The Word She Tried To Get "Oldbut" :D We Always Usually Draw Pictures On The Envelope For Each Ova's Berthdays :)
5:39pm, Still No Messages From Mia.
Played With Dad An Coona On XBOX Again, Coona Bought Halo Reach Todai So He Could Play That With Us Instead Of Halo 3, An Older Version :) I Had Some Porridge But I Didnt Eat It, I Didnt Like It, It Was A Mess, It Was Like Eating Pea Cases. I Gave Some To Willow An Candy To See If They Liked It, They Did, I Was Expecting Them To Leave It On The Floor.
Mia Messaged Me At 8:27pm.. 21 Hours Since She Last Messaged Me And She's Been Online All Day, She Simply Said:
Firewolf:Hey love :) How's your day??
And She Wonders Why I Get Angry, As Mai Last Message To Her Was About How I Felt Alone, Well Im Not In The Mood To Reply To Her Now.
00:16am, Listening To "The Parting Glass" By Ed Sheeran, I Usually Listen To This Song On Repeat When Im Really Sad Or Depressed.. :(
Wokie Up: 9th April, 10:30amSlept At: 10th April, 1:10am
Wokie Up And Layed With Candy On Mai Bed For About 40 Minutes, Then I Had A Bath And Came Online. I Messaged Mia At 11:24pm Last Night And Its 11:30am Now An She Still Hasent Messaged Me, She Was Online All Night As It Says She Was Online Only Two Hours Ago. This Is What Gets Me Mad, I Get Really Excited To Talk To Her An Then When She Doesnt I Get Mad An Sad And She Says She Just Doesnt Have Time Then Gets Mad At Me.
I Mean What The Hell? I Dont Understand, She Has Enough Time To Send Me One Goodnight Message Right? I Feel Like She Doesnt Wanna Talk To Me But When I Tell Her This She Says She Really Loves Me And Doesnt Wanna Lose Me :/ And The Ova Day When We Argued She Was Messaging Me Every Few Seconds, So She Found Time Then, She Cant Be That Busy After All. I've Had Enough, Im Not Gonna Keep Having To Deal With It, I've Given Up On Her, I Dont Want This Anymore.
3:14pm, Mia's Been Online All Day But Still No Message. I Sat Outside In The Sun An Thought About Writing A Scipt That Supports Mai Album Meaning, Auntie Julie's Car Drove Past To Go Down And Visit Mai Gran And Grandads. I Got A New XBOX Hard Drive Because Mai Last One Curupted And I Just Found Out That I Lost ALL Mai Saved Data From The Last Five Years, I Had Alot. So That Made Me Anrgy And Im Not Playing Base Games Anymore, Just Online Ones, I Cant Believe I Lost All Mai Stuff.. Bad Day Todai :(
I Got Granny Some Bath Soaps And A Card For Her Berthday Tomorrow, I Drew A Picture Of Her Sitting On The Floor Playing Countdown, And On The Board Was The Word She Tried To Get "Oldbut" :D We Always Usually Draw Pictures On The Envelope For Each Ova's Berthdays :)
5:39pm, Still No Messages From Mia.
Played With Dad An Coona On XBOX Again, Coona Bought Halo Reach Todai So He Could Play That With Us Instead Of Halo 3, An Older Version :) I Had Some Porridge But I Didnt Eat It, I Didnt Like It, It Was A Mess, It Was Like Eating Pea Cases. I Gave Some To Willow An Candy To See If They Liked It, They Did, I Was Expecting Them To Leave It On The Floor.
Mia Messaged Me At 8:27pm.. 21 Hours Since She Last Messaged Me And She's Been Online All Day, She Simply Said:
Firewolf:Hey love :) How's your day??
And She Wonders Why I Get Angry, As Mai Last Message To Her Was About How I Felt Alone, Well Im Not In The Mood To Reply To Her Now.
00:16am, Listening To "The Parting Glass" By Ed Sheeran, I Usually Listen To This Song On Repeat When Im Really Sad Or Depressed.. :(
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*hugs* I hope you can work out things with Mia... I know she is important to you.