Diary Instalment: 4th April 2014
4th April 2014
Wokie Up: 4th April, 2:30amSlept At: 4th April, 9:00pm
Had A Dream About Mai Ex Girlfriend, Veda, We Was Talking On Facebook And She Told Me She Loved Me, I Sent Her A Message Saying "I Still Love You Too :/" I Cant Remember Much That Happened Before Or After, But I Know Shortly After That She Was In Mai House With Me (In The Dream) And Then I Wokie Up, I Was Really Disappointed it Was Only A Dream.
For A Moment I Really Believe That Was Happening, Even Though Suddenly She Was In Mai House, Which I Should Know Is Impossible, Isnt It Strange How Your Brain Can Make You Forget Things That Have Happened And Make You Believe Something So Unrealistic To Feel So Real. Maybe One Day In The Future We Can Do That To Our Brains In Real Life, To Be Able To Choose What We Believe, What We Dont And What We Do Or Dont Remember.
Watched A Video About A Dog That Died, It Made Me Cry Really Hard That I Got A Headache :( This Is It But I Wouldnt Recommend Watching If It Might Trigger Anything
Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2XJO7zMQ3mk
When Went To Work And Dad Stayed Home Again Todai, He's Been Home For A Few Days Because He's Sick, So He Slept In Quite Late. But When He Wokie Up I Played XBOX With Him For Most Of The Day And Read A Simpsons Comic, I Did A Cross Word In A Magazine Too. I Composed A New Melody On Mai Piano, But Only About 10 Seconds Of It So Far :) Mum Came Home From Work And Ran Me A Bath, Havent Spoke To Mia Much Todai, Starting To Think Maybe We Aint Right For Each Ova :/ I'll See How Things Go.
Wokie Up: 4th April, 2:30amSlept At: 4th April, 9:00pm
Had A Dream About Mai Ex Girlfriend, Veda, We Was Talking On Facebook And She Told Me She Loved Me, I Sent Her A Message Saying "I Still Love You Too :/" I Cant Remember Much That Happened Before Or After, But I Know Shortly After That She Was In Mai House With Me (In The Dream) And Then I Wokie Up, I Was Really Disappointed it Was Only A Dream.
For A Moment I Really Believe That Was Happening, Even Though Suddenly She Was In Mai House, Which I Should Know Is Impossible, Isnt It Strange How Your Brain Can Make You Forget Things That Have Happened And Make You Believe Something So Unrealistic To Feel So Real. Maybe One Day In The Future We Can Do That To Our Brains In Real Life, To Be Able To Choose What We Believe, What We Dont And What We Do Or Dont Remember.
Watched A Video About A Dog That Died, It Made Me Cry Really Hard That I Got A Headache :( This Is It But I Wouldnt Recommend Watching If It Might Trigger Anything
Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2XJO7zMQ3mk
When Went To Work And Dad Stayed Home Again Todai, He's Been Home For A Few Days Because He's Sick, So He Slept In Quite Late. But When He Wokie Up I Played XBOX With Him For Most Of The Day And Read A Simpsons Comic, I Did A Cross Word In A Magazine Too. I Composed A New Melody On Mai Piano, But Only About 10 Seconds Of It So Far :) Mum Came Home From Work And Ran Me A Bath, Havent Spoke To Mia Much Todai, Starting To Think Maybe We Aint Right For Each Ova :/ I'll See How Things Go.
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I\'m sorry you had that dream.... It always hurts when we lose someone we love!
Yea, Alot :( An Thanks :)