Diary Instalment: 30th April/1st May 2014 - She Is Born
30th April/1st May 2014
Wokie Up: 30th April, 3:30pmSlept At: 1st May, 10:15pm
Wokie Up An Seen On Facebook That Someone Had Photoshopped A Picture To Make It Look Like Karl Pilkington Was An Action Figure In Its Box With Accessories :o I Wish They Had Them In Real, I Tweeted The Picture To Ricky Gervais An Stephen Merchant Saying The World Needs Them lol Louise Sent Me A Message, But I Dont Wanna Reply Yet.
Louise:Hey sorry I didn't really talk much last night. Fell asleep at around 9 or something because of stomach :( xx
Watched My Wife And Kids (TV Show lol) On TV While I Waited For Mai Dinner, Two Cocktail Pasties. Then I Played XBOX With Dad, Mum Tried To Make Another Cake Again, Third Time lol It Turned Out Better This Time Though. She Made Me Just Some Sponge To Eat Too Because I Like That :3 Had A Few Games Of Songpop On Facebook, Louise Sent Me Another Message, Still Not In The Mood To Talk To Her.. So I Didnt.
Louise:Ohh!! I see the sarcasm now. Just read my message then your one (sorriee :/ :( :) (/.\) )
Louise:....Idk why i said didnt think to check... I couldn't have checked even I wanted to bcoz I was asleep... Idk why i typed that...
Louise:U okay right? xx
Mum Ran Mai Bath While I Listened To "The Parting Glass" Cover By The Wailin' Jennys, Then I Had Mai Bath, When I Got Out Louise Sent Me Another Message.
Louise:Rad? x
Radocto:Yup
Louise:You are alright?
Radocto:Yup :P
Louise:Okay (:
Louise:Good :)
Louise:So whatcha doing? x
Didnt Reply Till A While Later, I Guess Im Mean, But Im Tired Of Everyone Deciding When To Reply To Mai Messages Instead Of Just Saying "Bye". Dad Was Telling Mum He Didnt Wanna Take Her Cake Into His Work Tomorrow, She Said She Made It For His Friends. It Was Funny Hearing Them, I Recorded It On Mai Phone So If Any Get Sick From It We Have Evidence That It Was Mum's Idea lol xD
Watched The Next Episode Of Derek's Second Series, It Was Good But Im Sad Karl Pilkington Wasnt It In :( Made A New Outfit On The Game I Play Called Ourworld, Its A Female Outfit For Mai Male Avatar, I Named Him Mary Jane Holland :) But There Was A Girl Saying "Get Up Off The Chair You He She" Then A Guy Said "What Are You? Your Not A Real Man" An Things Like That, But I Knew I'd Get That When I Made The Outfit, I Dont Care, If Being What I Am Doesnt Make Me A Real Man, Then I Dont Wanna Be One :)
Its Actually An Artistic Release/Statement That I Will Perfrom In The Near Future, I Am Currently Birthing A Female Persona An Her Appearance Will Also Form Too, And When It Does I Will Physically Take On Her Form.
Met A lil Monster On Ourworld, She's 29, We Chatted For A Bit About Her An Asia (GaGa's New Puppy) :) Chatted With "Cinthya Hernandez" From DailyStrength For A While, She Showed Me Some Of Her Poems An I Showed Her One I Wrote About Desu "White Flowers". Im Thinking Of Buying Some Hand Puppets An Making Some Videos Of Them lol Like Sooty An Sweep, I Think That Would Be Fun, Ima Look To Buy Or Maybe Make Some :)
The Name For Mai Female Persona Surfaced...
MADAME SASHA!
Began Looking On Amazon For Her Look :3 Louise Messaged Me, Not Bothered About Talking To Her Anymore.
Louise:So did you make a bra out if a red scarf then :P
Louise:...I've royally screwed up...
Louise:I'm really sorry that we haven't been talking much lately... I seem like the biggest b*tch in the world and that I'm ignoring you but I'm not ignoring you I promise. I wouldn't do that x
Radocto:mhm
Louise:I mean... I hate the times I'm falling asleep at the moment because We don't get to talk n... I miss not talking to you... (/.\)I miss talking to you*
Radocto:Im Trying To Chat With Mai Friends (The Ones Who Wanna Talk To Me xD) An Your Chat Window Keeps Popping Up, Its Kind Of Distracting, If I Have Any Free Time Maybe I'll Try To Pencil You In, Seeya.. :P
Chat conversation end. 5:21am
Sent An Email To Ourworld Asking If I Can Wear Both Male An Female Clothes For Mai Avatar, I Hope They Say Yes :) Mum Wokie Up An Got Mad Cause Dad Didnt Take The Cake She Made Into His Work, So She Phoned Him lol I Told Mum About Mai New Personality/Persona, She Started Looking On Google For The Type Of Hair Im Looking For.
Watched "Scooby-Doo An The Phantomsaurous" Then I Had A Bath, I Had Such High Enegry I Went Out In The Rain In Mai T-Shirt Till I Was Freezing Cold An Soaked. Then I Came Back In An Got Back In The Bath With Mai Clothes On, Candy Came To See Me By Looking Ova The Side ^_^ Mum Started Taking Pictures Of Me As She Thought It Was Funny lol
Happi Berthday Madame Sasha, Your Finally Here <3
Someone Posted A Note Through Our Front Door Saying "Can You Please Ring Me About Bugy, Sam" With A Telephone Number. No Idea What Thats About Or Who It Was :/
Went On Ourworld An I Appeared Right Next To Desu Ni, What The Hell Are The Chances Of That! :o She Typed ":O" "Hi Josh". I Left Eletric Avenue An Went Into Flow's, She Followed Me But Then I Left To Mai Condo. She Whispered "Sorry" "I want to cry", She Came To Mai Condo An Said "How Are You?" But I Booted Her An Didnt Reply. She Then Sent Me A Personal Email:
Desu Ni:Can we talk please Josh?I'm waiting at your Condo.Please. Josh
I Didnt Reply, I Went To Mai Condo An Booted Her, She Sent Another Message So I Told Her Exacly What I Wanted To For A While :D
Desu Ni:I'm sorry. I know what you feel right now and its the same of me too. But I'm happy to meet you again though my birthday is in 10 days, Its a gift that will reminds me of you. bye Josh
Radocto:You Are The Stupidest Girl I Eva Met, You Had Three Chances An You Blew Them All, I Dont Care About You! :) Understand That An Leave Me The Hell Alone You Weirdo :P
Desu Ni:I know I'm stupid... I understand.. I know you dont care of me anymore ;'(
Desu Ni:I'm happy you answered to me. It really does not mean you don't care of me. Thank you Josh. You caree little about me :)
She Came To Mai Condo:
Desu Ni::'(:|Dont block me plsJust a little minute
Radocto:You Are One Messed Upp FreakI Dont Care About You :P
Desu Ni:I know
Radocto:I Just Wanted To Tell You I Hate You :)
I Booted Her From Mai Condo An Then I Blocked Her. I Really Cant Believe Her Nerve An How She Thinks, I Really Believe She's A lil Bit Messed Up, An That Sounds Really Mean, But She Treated Me Like Shit. She Then Sent Me A Friend Request On Facebook But I Declined. Played A Quiz Game About Lady GaGa With Mum, She Had To Name Songs Of GaGa An What Album They Are On, It Was Fun :)
I Lost Mai Phone An I Searched Everywhere For It, I Asked Mum To Ring It An I Heard It Vibrating, After I Followed The Sound, I Found It Down The Pillow's Of Our Sofa :3 I Took Like 50 Pictures Of Mum When She Wasent Expecting It, It Made Me Laugh, Then She Went Out With Her Friend Hannah For Most Of The Night, Me An Dad Played Some XBOX. Desu Ni Sent me Another Facebook Request, I Declined It Again.
Played XBOX With Dad Again, I Was Joking About On The Speaker Saying That When You Shoot The People They Sometimes Pretend To Be Dead An The Point Doesnt Count, One Guy Laughed Which Which Was Nice :) Mum Came Home An Ran Me A Bath Then I Had Some Sausages, Eggs An Chips.
Wokie Up: 30th April, 3:30pmSlept At: 1st May, 10:15pm
Wokie Up An Seen On Facebook That Someone Had Photoshopped A Picture To Make It Look Like Karl Pilkington Was An Action Figure In Its Box With Accessories :o I Wish They Had Them In Real, I Tweeted The Picture To Ricky Gervais An Stephen Merchant Saying The World Needs Them lol Louise Sent Me A Message, But I Dont Wanna Reply Yet.
Louise:Hey sorry I didn't really talk much last night. Fell asleep at around 9 or something because of stomach :( xx
Watched My Wife And Kids (TV Show lol) On TV While I Waited For Mai Dinner, Two Cocktail Pasties. Then I Played XBOX With Dad, Mum Tried To Make Another Cake Again, Third Time lol It Turned Out Better This Time Though. She Made Me Just Some Sponge To Eat Too Because I Like That :3 Had A Few Games Of Songpop On Facebook, Louise Sent Me Another Message, Still Not In The Mood To Talk To Her.. So I Didnt.
Louise:Ohh!! I see the sarcasm now. Just read my message then your one (sorriee :/ :( :) (/.\) )
Louise:....Idk why i said didnt think to check... I couldn't have checked even I wanted to bcoz I was asleep... Idk why i typed that...
Louise:U okay right? xx
Mum Ran Mai Bath While I Listened To "The Parting Glass" Cover By The Wailin' Jennys, Then I Had Mai Bath, When I Got Out Louise Sent Me Another Message.
Louise:Rad? x
Radocto:Yup
Louise:You are alright?
Radocto:Yup :P
Louise:Okay (:
Louise:Good :)
Louise:So whatcha doing? x
Didnt Reply Till A While Later, I Guess Im Mean, But Im Tired Of Everyone Deciding When To Reply To Mai Messages Instead Of Just Saying "Bye". Dad Was Telling Mum He Didnt Wanna Take Her Cake Into His Work Tomorrow, She Said She Made It For His Friends. It Was Funny Hearing Them, I Recorded It On Mai Phone So If Any Get Sick From It We Have Evidence That It Was Mum's Idea lol xD
Watched The Next Episode Of Derek's Second Series, It Was Good But Im Sad Karl Pilkington Wasnt It In :( Made A New Outfit On The Game I Play Called Ourworld, Its A Female Outfit For Mai Male Avatar, I Named Him Mary Jane Holland :) But There Was A Girl Saying "Get Up Off The Chair You He She" Then A Guy Said "What Are You? Your Not A Real Man" An Things Like That, But I Knew I'd Get That When I Made The Outfit, I Dont Care, If Being What I Am Doesnt Make Me A Real Man, Then I Dont Wanna Be One :)
Its Actually An Artistic Release/Statement That I Will Perfrom In The Near Future, I Am Currently Birthing A Female Persona An Her Appearance Will Also Form Too, And When It Does I Will Physically Take On Her Form.
Met A lil Monster On Ourworld, She's 29, We Chatted For A Bit About Her An Asia (GaGa's New Puppy) :) Chatted With "Cinthya Hernandez" From DailyStrength For A While, She Showed Me Some Of Her Poems An I Showed Her One I Wrote About Desu "White Flowers". Im Thinking Of Buying Some Hand Puppets An Making Some Videos Of Them lol Like Sooty An Sweep, I Think That Would Be Fun, Ima Look To Buy Or Maybe Make Some :)
The Name For Mai Female Persona Surfaced...
MADAME SASHA!
Began Looking On Amazon For Her Look :3 Louise Messaged Me, Not Bothered About Talking To Her Anymore.
Louise:So did you make a bra out if a red scarf then :P
Louise:...I've royally screwed up...
Louise:I'm really sorry that we haven't been talking much lately... I seem like the biggest b*tch in the world and that I'm ignoring you but I'm not ignoring you I promise. I wouldn't do that x
Radocto:mhm
Louise:I mean... I hate the times I'm falling asleep at the moment because We don't get to talk n... I miss not talking to you... (/.\)I miss talking to you*
Radocto:Im Trying To Chat With Mai Friends (The Ones Who Wanna Talk To Me xD) An Your Chat Window Keeps Popping Up, Its Kind Of Distracting, If I Have Any Free Time Maybe I'll Try To Pencil You In, Seeya.. :P
Chat conversation end. 5:21am
Sent An Email To Ourworld Asking If I Can Wear Both Male An Female Clothes For Mai Avatar, I Hope They Say Yes :) Mum Wokie Up An Got Mad Cause Dad Didnt Take The Cake She Made Into His Work, So She Phoned Him lol I Told Mum About Mai New Personality/Persona, She Started Looking On Google For The Type Of Hair Im Looking For.
Watched "Scooby-Doo An The Phantomsaurous" Then I Had A Bath, I Had Such High Enegry I Went Out In The Rain In Mai T-Shirt Till I Was Freezing Cold An Soaked. Then I Came Back In An Got Back In The Bath With Mai Clothes On, Candy Came To See Me By Looking Ova The Side ^_^ Mum Started Taking Pictures Of Me As She Thought It Was Funny lol
Happi Berthday Madame Sasha, Your Finally Here <3
Someone Posted A Note Through Our Front Door Saying "Can You Please Ring Me About Bugy, Sam" With A Telephone Number. No Idea What Thats About Or Who It Was :/
Went On Ourworld An I Appeared Right Next To Desu Ni, What The Hell Are The Chances Of That! :o She Typed ":O" "Hi Josh". I Left Eletric Avenue An Went Into Flow's, She Followed Me But Then I Left To Mai Condo. She Whispered "Sorry" "I want to cry", She Came To Mai Condo An Said "How Are You?" But I Booted Her An Didnt Reply. She Then Sent Me A Personal Email:
Desu Ni:Can we talk please Josh?I'm waiting at your Condo.Please. Josh
I Didnt Reply, I Went To Mai Condo An Booted Her, She Sent Another Message So I Told Her Exacly What I Wanted To For A While :D
Desu Ni:I'm sorry. I know what you feel right now and its the same of me too. But I'm happy to meet you again though my birthday is in 10 days, Its a gift that will reminds me of you. bye Josh
Radocto:You Are The Stupidest Girl I Eva Met, You Had Three Chances An You Blew Them All, I Dont Care About You! :) Understand That An Leave Me The Hell Alone You Weirdo :P
Desu Ni:I know I'm stupid... I understand.. I know you dont care of me anymore ;'(
Desu Ni:I'm happy you answered to me. It really does not mean you don't care of me. Thank you Josh. You caree little about me :)
She Came To Mai Condo:
Desu Ni::'(:|Dont block me plsJust a little minute
Radocto:You Are One Messed Upp FreakI Dont Care About You :P
Desu Ni:I know
Radocto:I Just Wanted To Tell You I Hate You :)
I Booted Her From Mai Condo An Then I Blocked Her. I Really Cant Believe Her Nerve An How She Thinks, I Really Believe She's A lil Bit Messed Up, An That Sounds Really Mean, But She Treated Me Like Shit. She Then Sent Me A Friend Request On Facebook But I Declined. Played A Quiz Game About Lady GaGa With Mum, She Had To Name Songs Of GaGa An What Album They Are On, It Was Fun :)
I Lost Mai Phone An I Searched Everywhere For It, I Asked Mum To Ring It An I Heard It Vibrating, After I Followed The Sound, I Found It Down The Pillow's Of Our Sofa :3 I Took Like 50 Pictures Of Mum When She Wasent Expecting It, It Made Me Laugh, Then She Went Out With Her Friend Hannah For Most Of The Night, Me An Dad Played Some XBOX. Desu Ni Sent me Another Facebook Request, I Declined It Again.
Played XBOX With Dad Again, I Was Joking About On The Speaker Saying That When You Shoot The People They Sometimes Pretend To Be Dead An The Point Doesnt Count, One Guy Laughed Which Which Was Nice :) Mum Came Home An Ran Me A Bath Then I Had Some Sausages, Eggs An Chips.
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