Diary Instalment: 29th/30th April 2014
29th/30th April 2014
Wokie Up: 29th April, 12:00pmSlept At: 30th April, 7:15am
Wokie Up Just As Mum Was Gonna Go To Tesco's With Granny An Grandad, I Stayed In Bed Watching Some Of Mai Welcome To My World Episodes Until She Got Back At 1:43pm. I Felt Really Sick When I Wokie Up, Maybe Cause I Wokie Up Alot Earlier Than I Should Have, I Had A Really Bad Headache Too So I Watched Scooby-Abracadabra-Doo While I Ate Mai Dinner. Then Went Outside An Sat In The Sun For A While, Wrote Down Some Idea's For A Music Video For Mai Song "I Dont Write Music For You".
Watched Some Videos On Youtube Of Lady GaGa And Britney Spears Talking About Each Ova An Saying They Will Duet Soon, Yay! :) Tried A Ben An Jerry's Ice Cream "Chocolate Ice Cream With Caramel, Marshmallows And Chocolate Fish Chunks" It Was Too Much, I Didnt Really Like It
Spoke To Louise For A Little Bit Then Played XBOX With Dad Then Had A Bath. Went On Ourworld For A Bit, A Girl Watched Mai Latest Welcome To My World Video An Said She Liked It, Especially When I Tied Up Mai Mum lol :) Mia (Firewolf) Sent Me A Message On Interpals Asking How I Was.
firewolf_20 (23:21):Hey...you don't have to answer but I just hope you're doing well.
Radocto (23:26):HieeYea Im Okai An You?
firewolf_20 (23:26):I'm...not doing so well, honestly. But glad you're okay... :)
Radocto (23:29):Oh, Well Im Sorry To Hear That
firewolf_20 (23:30):Yeah...kinda found out today my mom's got about 5 years to live.
Radocto (23:34):Oh :(Why, What Is Wrong With Her?
firewolf_20 (23:38):High blood pressure is slowly wearing her body down. She's taking a lot of medication but they're not doing anything.
Radocto (23:41):Im Sorry :/But Alot Can Happen In Five Years, They Can Find A Way To Stop It, A Cure Or Something
firewolf_20 (23:42):That's what I hope for. She just sounded so...resigned when she told me.
Radocto (23:46):Aw, Well I Guess If It Helps, Im Here If You Need Me Anytime.. :)
firewolf_20 (23:46):After how I treated you?
Radocto (23:50):You Didnt Do Anything Bad, Your A Good Person
firewolf_20 (23:51):No, I'm not. You were right, I treated you like a telephone boy, only trying to talk when I had free time, and it wasn't fair to you at all.
Radocto (23:54):I Dont Really Wanna Talk About It, Im Just Saying Im Here If You Need Me
firewolf_20 (23:56):Yeah...okay. I need to go anyways, gotta make dinner. Sorry for bringing it up.
Radocto (23:57):Okaiee.. :)
Watched Lots Of Music Videos By Katy Perry, I Neva Really Seen Them In Full Before, The Blew Me Away, Very Inspiring An Creative, Im A Big Fan Of Her Now :) I Wrote The Lyrics For A Song After With The Working Title "This Will Change". Im Getting An Extreme Build Up Of Energy In Mai Body Over The Past Few Days, I Cant Find A Way To Fully Release It, None Of Mai Current Artistic Works Channel It, Maybe I Have To Do Something New.
When I Had A Bath Earlier I Told Louise I'd Be Back When I Get Out, When I Did Get Out I Said "Im Out :)" An She Seen It An Didnt Reply. Then At Like 4:30am She Sent Me:
Louise:I'm soo sorry. I never know i got a message n didn't think to check xx
Radocto:Well Its Nice To Know I Was On Your Mind ^_^
Louise:Little bit :)
Radocto:I Was Being Sarcastic :P
Louise:Right..Half got it half didnt ^_^
Chat conversation end
She Already Read The Message So She's Obviously Lying, It Pisses Me Off When People Lie Like That. An This Makes Me Feel Like An Over-Reactor, But It Annoys An Hurts When I Really Like Talking To Someone An Then They Make Up Some Excuse To Why They Didnt Message Me, I Would Be Totally Fine If She Was Like "I Gotta Go On, I'll See You Soon" But I Hate It When People Read It, Dont Reply, Then Pretend They Didnt Read It.
Went On LittleMonsters.com An Posted Some Of Mai Videos On There For Them To See, Put A Clip Up From Mai Last Welcome To My World On Youtube Called "Tying Up Mum With Wool" lol Here Is The Link :)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GNe3-PA4YNI&feature=youtu.be
Wokie Up: 29th April, 12:00pmSlept At: 30th April, 7:15am
Wokie Up Just As Mum Was Gonna Go To Tesco's With Granny An Grandad, I Stayed In Bed Watching Some Of Mai Welcome To My World Episodes Until She Got Back At 1:43pm. I Felt Really Sick When I Wokie Up, Maybe Cause I Wokie Up Alot Earlier Than I Should Have, I Had A Really Bad Headache Too So I Watched Scooby-Abracadabra-Doo While I Ate Mai Dinner. Then Went Outside An Sat In The Sun For A While, Wrote Down Some Idea's For A Music Video For Mai Song "I Dont Write Music For You".
Watched Some Videos On Youtube Of Lady GaGa And Britney Spears Talking About Each Ova An Saying They Will Duet Soon, Yay! :) Tried A Ben An Jerry's Ice Cream "Chocolate Ice Cream With Caramel, Marshmallows And Chocolate Fish Chunks" It Was Too Much, I Didnt Really Like It
Spoke To Louise For A Little Bit Then Played XBOX With Dad Then Had A Bath. Went On Ourworld For A Bit, A Girl Watched Mai Latest Welcome To My World Video An Said She Liked It, Especially When I Tied Up Mai Mum lol :) Mia (Firewolf) Sent Me A Message On Interpals Asking How I Was.
firewolf_20 (23:21):Hey...you don't have to answer but I just hope you're doing well.
Radocto (23:26):HieeYea Im Okai An You?
firewolf_20 (23:26):I'm...not doing so well, honestly. But glad you're okay... :)
Radocto (23:29):Oh, Well Im Sorry To Hear That
firewolf_20 (23:30):Yeah...kinda found out today my mom's got about 5 years to live.
Radocto (23:34):Oh :(Why, What Is Wrong With Her?
firewolf_20 (23:38):High blood pressure is slowly wearing her body down. She's taking a lot of medication but they're not doing anything.
Radocto (23:41):Im Sorry :/But Alot Can Happen In Five Years, They Can Find A Way To Stop It, A Cure Or Something
firewolf_20 (23:42):That's what I hope for. She just sounded so...resigned when she told me.
Radocto (23:46):Aw, Well I Guess If It Helps, Im Here If You Need Me Anytime.. :)
firewolf_20 (23:46):After how I treated you?
Radocto (23:50):You Didnt Do Anything Bad, Your A Good Person
firewolf_20 (23:51):No, I'm not. You were right, I treated you like a telephone boy, only trying to talk when I had free time, and it wasn't fair to you at all.
Radocto (23:54):I Dont Really Wanna Talk About It, Im Just Saying Im Here If You Need Me
firewolf_20 (23:56):Yeah...okay. I need to go anyways, gotta make dinner. Sorry for bringing it up.
Radocto (23:57):Okaiee.. :)
Watched Lots Of Music Videos By Katy Perry, I Neva Really Seen Them In Full Before, The Blew Me Away, Very Inspiring An Creative, Im A Big Fan Of Her Now :) I Wrote The Lyrics For A Song After With The Working Title "This Will Change". Im Getting An Extreme Build Up Of Energy In Mai Body Over The Past Few Days, I Cant Find A Way To Fully Release It, None Of Mai Current Artistic Works Channel It, Maybe I Have To Do Something New.
When I Had A Bath Earlier I Told Louise I'd Be Back When I Get Out, When I Did Get Out I Said "Im Out :)" An She Seen It An Didnt Reply. Then At Like 4:30am She Sent Me:
Louise:I'm soo sorry. I never know i got a message n didn't think to check xx
Radocto:Well Its Nice To Know I Was On Your Mind ^_^
Louise:Little bit :)
Radocto:I Was Being Sarcastic :P
Louise:Right..Half got it half didnt ^_^
Chat conversation end
She Already Read The Message So She's Obviously Lying, It Pisses Me Off When People Lie Like That. An This Makes Me Feel Like An Over-Reactor, But It Annoys An Hurts When I Really Like Talking To Someone An Then They Make Up Some Excuse To Why They Didnt Message Me, I Would Be Totally Fine If She Was Like "I Gotta Go On, I'll See You Soon" But I Hate It When People Read It, Dont Reply, Then Pretend They Didnt Read It.
Went On LittleMonsters.com An Posted Some Of Mai Videos On There For Them To See, Put A Clip Up From Mai Last Welcome To My World On Youtube Called "Tying Up Mum With Wool" lol Here Is The Link :)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GNe3-PA4YNI&feature=youtu.be
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