Diary Instalment: 17th/18th June 2014
17th/18th June 2014
Wokie Up: 17th June, 8:30pmSlept At: 18th June, 2:30pm
I Wokie Up An Seen That Another Letter From Mai Penpal Rachel Arrived, Yay! :) Put Mai Warm Coffin Recording To An Instrumental Version Of One Of Lana's Songs, It Fitted Well, Shame Its Already In Use :( lol Cassie Sent Me This :(
Cassie:I went out to eat with Sarah and I just ate and I couldn't stop, I can't control it and she said soemthing that triggered my emotions and I came home and just purged right now I'm so fatigue I don't feel good at all, I can't stop crying I hate crying I walked out of that place just really upset and everyone was staring at me, it was really embarrassing, since I've gotten home I've been in like a corner in my room refusing to talk to anyone or eat anything I never wanted to shut people out but now I don't really want anyone in, my parents asked why I was upset. Really. Just really. I'm not really mentally stable I guess, I'm just a really sick person, I really hate this, I purged so much today my throat started bleeding, I'm so dizzy right now I keep passing out, my parents sat me down and tried to force me to eat but i left and said goodnight and now my moms really upset so yeah today was pretty I don't know I'm fine I guess
I Talked To Her For A Bit Then She Said This :)
Cassie (1:23am):I love you so muchYou helped me so muchI told my parents about youAnd I think they are going to let me continue talking to you
Radocto (1:34am):Would You Eat Dinner Tomorrow And Keep It Down If I Ate Something For Dinner That I Really Dont Want To Eat Aswell?I'll Eat Something Really Disgusting
Cassie (1:35am):No do to eat somethingDont**DisgustingXDThanks thoughXD
Radocto (1:36am):But I Want You To Eat
Cassie (1:37am)::(
I Showed Cassie Mai VideoMixay#9, She Didnt Know I Was British :D
Cassie (4:53am):WHATYOURE BRITISHWHATYOU HAVE AN ACCENT
Radocto (4:55am):Yes Im British Didnt You Know? :3
Cassie (4:56am):NOOOOOWHAAAAATTTYTTTMind blownThat also kinda makes me sad THOGUHThough**Because now you're so far away
She Watched The Jester's World Too lmao She Said She Wanted Mai Shoes :D She Went Offline So She Mutsa Fell Alseep, Mum Wokie Up So We Went Outside, I Put A Blankey Ova Mum An Taped Her Up So She Was Trapped Under. She Started Panicking Saying She Couldnt Breath Which Made Me Fall To The Floor With Laughter, Then I Threw A Tamato Around The House :D Cassie Came Back But Left Again :(
I Watched Sooty With Blankey, Pillow An Hot Chocolate, Then I Went To Sleep.
Wokie Up: 17th June, 8:30pmSlept At: 18th June, 2:30pm
I Wokie Up An Seen That Another Letter From Mai Penpal Rachel Arrived, Yay! :) Put Mai Warm Coffin Recording To An Instrumental Version Of One Of Lana's Songs, It Fitted Well, Shame Its Already In Use :( lol Cassie Sent Me This :(
Cassie:I went out to eat with Sarah and I just ate and I couldn't stop, I can't control it and she said soemthing that triggered my emotions and I came home and just purged right now I'm so fatigue I don't feel good at all, I can't stop crying I hate crying I walked out of that place just really upset and everyone was staring at me, it was really embarrassing, since I've gotten home I've been in like a corner in my room refusing to talk to anyone or eat anything I never wanted to shut people out but now I don't really want anyone in, my parents asked why I was upset. Really. Just really. I'm not really mentally stable I guess, I'm just a really sick person, I really hate this, I purged so much today my throat started bleeding, I'm so dizzy right now I keep passing out, my parents sat me down and tried to force me to eat but i left and said goodnight and now my moms really upset so yeah today was pretty I don't know I'm fine I guess
I Talked To Her For A Bit Then She Said This :)
Cassie (1:23am):I love you so muchYou helped me so muchI told my parents about youAnd I think they are going to let me continue talking to you
Radocto (1:34am):Would You Eat Dinner Tomorrow And Keep It Down If I Ate Something For Dinner That I Really Dont Want To Eat Aswell?I'll Eat Something Really Disgusting
Cassie (1:35am):No do to eat somethingDont**DisgustingXDThanks thoughXD
Radocto (1:36am):But I Want You To Eat
Cassie (1:37am)::(
I Showed Cassie Mai VideoMixay#9, She Didnt Know I Was British :D
Cassie (4:53am):WHATYOURE BRITISHWHATYOU HAVE AN ACCENT
Radocto (4:55am):Yes Im British Didnt You Know? :3
Cassie (4:56am):NOOOOOWHAAAAATTTYTTTMind blownThat also kinda makes me sad THOGUHThough**Because now you're so far away
She Watched The Jester's World Too lmao She Said She Wanted Mai Shoes :D She Went Offline So She Mutsa Fell Alseep, Mum Wokie Up So We Went Outside, I Put A Blankey Ova Mum An Taped Her Up So She Was Trapped Under. She Started Panicking Saying She Couldnt Breath Which Made Me Fall To The Floor With Laughter, Then I Threw A Tamato Around The House :D Cassie Came Back But Left Again :(
I Watched Sooty With Blankey, Pillow An Hot Chocolate, Then I Went To Sleep.
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