Diary Instalment: 14th/15th June 2014

14th/15th June 2014
Wokie Up: 14th June, 5:30pm Slept At: 15th June, 7:00am
Woke Up To This Message That Made Me Really Sad, Cause Cassie Has Been Really The Only Thing Thats Keeping Mai Mood Up.
Cassie:Sorry, Omg I fell asleep talking to you and hand my phone open and my parents picked it up and read every ting and are mad because I talk to people I've never met and just they've taken my phone I'm on my iPod and they unplugged he internet they took everything I'm on my iPod at my grandmas house I'm pissed please don't respond to this I'm going to delete this conversation my moms gonna read his and go through it just don't respond I'm sorry I'll txt you when it's okay to respond I promise hank you so much sorry about this I'll try to get my phone back, we will see :/ bye for now! Love you!dont even say bye to this I'm sorry I just no risks!
Sat Outside On The Blanket Under The Sun For A While Then Played XBOX With Dad, I Had A Bath An Got Some Bubbles An Put Them In Mums Face Which Made Me Laugh.
Mum An Dad Went To Bed An I Edited The Footage From When Auntie Julie And Tegan Came Ova Into Welcome To My World Episode 70. Cassie Messaged Me Saying Sorry For What Happened Earlier, I Dont Think She Really Likes Talking To Me, I Think Its Kinda One Sided.
Started To Get Quite Depressed In The Early Hours Of The Morning, Mai Eye Is Hurting Too, The Past Three Days Its Started Swelling Up And Watering, I Dont Know Whats Wrong With It, But It Makes Me Look Even More Hideous Than Usual. I Sent This Message To Cassie Before Going To Bed, Cause She's On Kik But She's Just Not Really Bothered About Me So I Think Im More Of An Annoyance To Her.
Cassie:Nevermind, I Get It :P
Couldnt Sleep So I Layed In Bed Playing A Game In Mai Hand, I Had To Write Only Three People From Mai Entire Life An Write Them On A Piece Of Paper. I Chose Tegan Cook, Veda Sharma And Mia Ho. Then I Read The Messages From Ash And Tegan From When I Was Really Close To Suicide And Listened To Some Songs From Lana Del Reys New Album, Ultraviolence.