Diary Instalment: 10th April 2014

10th April 2014
Wokie Up: 10th April, 1:00pmSlept At: 11th April, 2:10am
Wokie Up An Watched The Pistorius Trial For A While Before Having A Bath. Then I Sat Outside In The Sun, Candy Got Scared Again Because Of Mai Umbrella lol She's Scared Of Basically Everything :)
Had A Huge Arguement With Mia, I Decided That I Didnt Wanna Have To Wait On Someone All The Time So I Figured I'd Be Better Without Her. Really Mad And Really Hurt.
Firewolf (4:26pm):i'm sorry. i feel like i fucked everything up. i'm sorry. goodbye.
Radocto (4:28pm):Bye!
Firewolf (4:31pm):...I love you Josh. even if you don't care. forgive me, if you can.
Radocto (4:34pm):Nahh You Dont, You Took Like 21 Hours To Reply To Me.. You Cant Be That Busy To At Least Send Me A Goodnight Or Good Morning Message, If You Wanted To Talk To Me You Would Have Found Time Some Where, Even If Its Only Half An Hour. Im Not Gonna Be Treated Like Your Telephone, You Cant Just Pick Me Up When You Feel Like Talking, That Was The Last Chance, Im Serious This Time, Just Removed You From Mai Friends List, Take Care.
Firewolf (4:39pm):i didn't reply cause i didn't get ANYTHING from u yesterday and i figured u wanted space...ihad no idea, i figured u were busy.....Josh please :'( I didn't know. i'm not trying to treat u like that. u weren't even on skype...i realy thought u were busy or wanted space. it was my misunderstanding.
Radocto (4:47):Bullshit :) You Knew That The Problem Was That We Dont Talk An I Was Last To Message You, Im Not Gonna Keep Messaging You Hoping I'll Get A Reply, Which I Dont, You Made It Clear That Your Busy So I Usually Just Leave It Till YOU Have Time For Me. Im Fucking Tired Of People Hurting Me, Making Me Feel Bad An Neva Having Time For Me An Recently Thats All This Relationship Has Done, So Im Not Gonna Continue This Anymore An That IS Final. So If You Dont Mind, Please Stop Messaging Me Or I'll Have To Block You, For The Last Time, Bye!
Firewolf (4:51pm):can u answer me one thing?
Radocto (4:53pm):What?
Firewolf (5:00pm):do you wish we'd never met, or do you not hate me that much? i'm sorry Josh...i houldn't have been stupid. i also haven't essaged uch cause i didn't want to add my problems to urs. u have so much to deal with.
Radocto (5:02pm):I Think Its Best If I Dont Answer That. Is That All? Good.
Firewolf (5:17pm):i hate who i am too. bye Josh. the next girl better treat u right. have a good life....i'll miss you
Me And Dad Played Halo Reach With Coona Again, But Only For A Little Because We Went Down Granny's For Her Berthday. She Was Tired An Watching Emmerdale, Grandad Talked To Dad About Buying A Car Recently And The Pistorus Trial, They Both Think He's Guilty Too. Feeling Really Sad, Missing Mia.
Read An Article That A Dentist Wants To Make A Clone Of John Lennon From DNA From One Of His Tooths. I Dont Like The Thought Of Cloning, I Think There Should Be Only One Of Someone, John Lennon Wasent Eva Meant To Be Recreated Or Else It Would Have Happened Naturally. He's Only Doing It To Get Money From Him Because He Talks About How He Wants The Clone To Follow The Same Career. Even Though Its A Clone, Its Still Not Him, Because The Collection Of Memories And Experiences Make Us Who We Are, Not Our DNA. I Dont Agree With This At All.