Diagnosed with hpv(genital warts)

I've never felt so alone in my life. it started a week ago when I noticed odd bumps that I've never had before. Went into the biggest panic of my life looking for a clinic while trying to keep this a secret from my overprotective parents. If they knew I was sexually active my life would be over. yes I know this May be a bit odd for a 20 yr old, but that's how my life is. Alone with only one sexual partner in my entire life I went to the clinic scared out of my mind. The doctor tells me they appear to be warts and my heart just dropped...how could my boyfriend do this to me? Did he know? I'm ruined and dirty. I find myself looking at other girls and feeling ugly and tainted. My confidence is gone. I told my boyfriend about what the doctor said and he refuses to take ownership for doing this to me. He never apologized. He basically left me to deal with this on my own. Since he never had any symptoms supposedly he wants to pretend he doesn't carry the virus. Someone I used to talk to daily doesn't even care to check if I'm okay. He did this to me and now he decides to just walk away from me after years of us being together. I'm hurt...alone...stuck..and I can't tell my parents. Currently I'm trying to find ways to live happy with this disease and gain my confidence back. i guess this is the beginning of my journey.