DH birthday

Today is my husbands birthday so I've been getting things together for dinner tonight. We're having family over to celebrate. It's kept me busy so that I am grateful for. I've been a emotinal  wreck. Still waiting for AF to arrive and dealing with cramps and a hormonal headache. But I'm going to try very hard to change my attitude and be thankful for what I do have. It is one of my goals I really need to work on harder. And stop having pitty party's for myself. I know alot of women on here would love to have just one child and here I am upset because I can't have another.   I feel like sometimes I shouldn't even be on this website. But since my 3 miscarriages I really needed other women to talk too and help me get through this. And everyone on here is wonderful. Thank you all.