Devastated :(

After days of high temps and the nerves of waiting, the f-ing witch is starting to show her ugly @$$ head.  My temps haven't even dropped and are still the highest they've been all cycle.  This was the best chart I've ever had and everything pointed to me being pregnant this time.  I have cried so many times today I've lost count.  I prayed so hard for a Christmas miracle, but apparently God just wanted to play a really cruel joke on me.  Build me up to the highest hope I could have and then bring me crashing down.  Sometimes I think it will just never happen.

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I\'m so sorry that you have to go through this. I know it must be so frustrating, just try to remember that all things do work out for good and things will happen in God\'s time. I don\'t want to sound preach-y, but I do find it comforting when I feel like God\'s not listening, I just remember that I can\'t see the big picture and everything will work out. I can\'t tell you how many people I know and have heard of who tried and tried, to no avail. And then when they stopped trying and just let it be....they got pregnant! One friend tried for about 4 years and finally did in vitro and had twins. Then when the twins were 5 months old - she found out she was pregnant and trust me - they weren\'t \"trying\"! Hard as it is, just try to relax....I\'m sorry your dissappointed :(