Desperation

I feel like with each day that passes my anxiety becomes more and more of an issue for me. I worry that should I continue on my current path I will become a recluse of the most isolated variety. Joining this online support network is a move in the right direction for me. I need to work on being able to talk about my past more. To find some release from my own pain instead of focusing on others issues and always being there to pick up their pieces. It is time to focus on and fix me. Time to right what I have made wrong through my many years of ignoring this issues at hand. This journal is an attempt to break out of my bubble.