Despare
I am at the edge and want so much to jump. My partner told me today that I am just a long term obligation. She is at a freinds house and her friend is waiting to go in patient for drug abuse. That is the last place she should be. When I tried to explain that to her she just blamed me saying that I just want to control her and not let her have any friends. My heart is torn out and I am not even sure I want to live. I don't know what to do or where to go. I have no place to run.
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Oh no Autumn, I am so sorry. Why is it that the people we care about most, and depend on the most, hurt us so much. They act like we have a choice in our fibro and pain. I wish I could give you a big hug. I am praying for you today. You can get through this, and you will. Please call this number if you get desperate. 1-800-273-8255 It really does help, and I have called it many times. There is also a number to Klove to have a pastor pray with you. at (800) 525-LOVE (5683). I have called both and I highly recommend them.