Desa Mew

Hi everyone who reads these. and heads up, thank you for reading these. Things are getting better, and things have gotten a little easier as far as resisting temptation goes. I haven't cut, and have even set up a goal to prove it. I am working on it hour by hour, its easier, and doesnt drive me as crazy as minute by minute... because then i think about it wayyyy too much. On the other hand, the cuts are disappearing. Slowly but surely, which of course, is a good thing. I have been working as hard as ever to get a job, and work on getting steady income, but alas, I fear until the new president is chosen.. there is no hope for me. Or anyone else out there for that matter.    I have gotten better I think. At calming myself and losing myself when I feel stressed, bored, angry or hurt.. I don't automatically look to a blade as I would have even just a week ago. Now, I look to my favorite book series, that I wish I could live in and be a part of. Wishes.. wishes. Anyway.. Wish my luck guys, and for those of you who have helped me so much throughout all of this.. THANK YOU.