Derm Appt Tuesday 1/14/2014
8:00am
So today is the day. Another doctor. Me telling the same stupid story of my life over and over and over again. I have no idea what to expect. All I can do is hope for the best but expect the worst so my hopes do not get stepped on again.
The rain is supposed to stop and the temps in the 40's so that's good. I'm going to leave early so I can fill out the new paperwork AGAIN. These docs ask for my records from the other docs but I still have to fill out the same stupid paperwork. Whatever.
I'm only working this morning so I'm not going to get into anything big. Plus I'm tired and have a bit of a headache. I never sleep well before a doc appointment. So tired of doctors. I just want to do my work and get through the day without pain. Too much to ask? So far...
My aunt has her Parkinsons appointment today. She's like me they keep trying meds and nothing works or makes it worse.
I just want to get this day over with. I pray to God this doc can give me something to relive the symptoms and maybe answer what the hell is going on in the first place. I guess I'll know in a few hours. So tired of waiting...
11:00am
I can't concentrate on work this morning. Thank God it's a light day. I'm nervous about todays appointment. The pain is acting up a bit but I'm sure that's due to me be nervous. I just don't want to leave another doc appointment with no relief and no answers. I pray to God this doc has something I can take that actually helps the symptoms. That's all I really want right now. If I can control the symptoms I can move forward. I'm just completely stuck in the mud right now. I want to sign up for some classes and get back to church and get back to the regular gym but it's hard when you are always uncomfortable. At least at home I can wear my baggy loose clothes to at least reduce the problem.
Maybe I can finally catch a break. Maybe today I find the doc that can make it better. Maybe...
So today is the day. Another doctor. Me telling the same stupid story of my life over and over and over again. I have no idea what to expect. All I can do is hope for the best but expect the worst so my hopes do not get stepped on again.
The rain is supposed to stop and the temps in the 40's so that's good. I'm going to leave early so I can fill out the new paperwork AGAIN. These docs ask for my records from the other docs but I still have to fill out the same stupid paperwork. Whatever.
I'm only working this morning so I'm not going to get into anything big. Plus I'm tired and have a bit of a headache. I never sleep well before a doc appointment. So tired of doctors. I just want to do my work and get through the day without pain. Too much to ask? So far...
My aunt has her Parkinsons appointment today. She's like me they keep trying meds and nothing works or makes it worse.
I just want to get this day over with. I pray to God this doc can give me something to relive the symptoms and maybe answer what the hell is going on in the first place. I guess I'll know in a few hours. So tired of waiting...
11:00am
I can't concentrate on work this morning. Thank God it's a light day. I'm nervous about todays appointment. The pain is acting up a bit but I'm sure that's due to me be nervous. I just don't want to leave another doc appointment with no relief and no answers. I pray to God this doc has something I can take that actually helps the symptoms. That's all I really want right now. If I can control the symptoms I can move forward. I'm just completely stuck in the mud right now. I want to sign up for some classes and get back to church and get back to the regular gym but it's hard when you are always uncomfortable. At least at home I can wear my baggy loose clothes to at least reduce the problem.
Maybe I can finally catch a break. Maybe today I find the doc that can make it better. Maybe...
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