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I DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS BUT I WAS FINE THIS MORNING AND NOW I FEEL REALLY SAD! I AM WONDERING WAY TOO MUCH AND WONDER IF I AM NORMAL..I KEEP THINKING OF MANY FERTILITY THINGS AND NEED TO KNOCK IT OFF BECAUSE IT S WASTED ENERGY...BY THE WAY I WENT IN ON 13TH FOR AN HOUR MASSAGE AND THEN ACCUPUNCTURE..AND SHE HAD TOLD ME ABOUT THE WASTED ENERGY OF OUR THINKING...IT MADE ME HAVE A DIFFERENT ATTITUDE WHEN MY MIND STARTS GOING DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS...BUT THEN AGAIN, I FIND MYSELF THINKING! I KNOW I HAVE GOOD NUMBERS I JUST HAVE BEEN LET DOWN AND I HAVE GOT TO THINK POSITIVE...MY MIND IS SOOO OVERPOWERING THAT IT MAY AFFECT US GETTING PREGNANT! SO I AM VENTING AND WILL GO FIND A WAY TO RELAX BEFORE MY 4 HOUR SHIFT..THEN I HAVE 4 DAYS OFF! WE GO INTO OUR IUI 2PM AND LETS ROOT THOSE FISH...GO ELLIE GO JESSE WADE GO GO GO...