Depressed

Why did u do this?  What was wrong w me that I couldn't be enough for u?  I cleaned cooked took care of u.  Basically treated u like a little kid and yet u still left me.  And now u r w her.  U cheated on her w me the entire first year of being w her and then after that.  Like how is this possible u two are having a happy go lucky relationship now?  U should be begging me for forgiveness for.all the crazy shit u did to me.  I cry everyday.  I'm angry 80% of the time.  I find myself bitter and just mad more.often then nor.  I hate it. How u go on living life w karen.  What a name huh?  And i.sit here stuck in this.rut.  u don't even care.  When does the suffering end?  I hate it. I hate u.