Depressed
Some days I don't want to get out of bed and I don't and some days I'm ok enough to get up and do things I need to do I hate being depressed and sad I wish I could have my life the way it was but it's never going to be the same again I try to be positive but it's hardÂ
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I to am living that life. A minute, an hour, a day at a time as needed.
I too have been in that dark place for a few days. I got up today and forced myself to take a ride for a little while. It did help some. You are right about wanting our old lives back. I think that is one of the hardest things to wrap your head and heart around. Yesterday I was vacuuming (something my husband always did for me) All of a sudden I was saying to myself "Its true you are really gone I cant believe you died" It hit me like a ton of bricks. I could not stop crying. This whole grief process is exhausting. The constant riding the waves of emotions. I do hold out hope thanks to this group that the bad days will lessen with time. Hugs to you