depressed
Well, made it through my 49th birthday 4.28, you died in your 49th year..... got through
our anniversary, would have been 14 years then our little Bug dog got sick, your favorite
buddy has eye ulcers, and I cried at the vet remembering his surgery 5 years ago and
how we sat at Salt Cellar from 11 to 1 am while he had emergency surgery, he needs
eye drops every 2 hours and you aren't hear to help me and console him, I 've been
depressed since friday sitting in a pity party of 1, I'm so tired of being alone, I'm so sad...
I thought I was really doing great with the grief and moving forward. what happen ? Is
this how my life is going to go now, can't listen to music anymore, seems every song
makes me cry... I have little energy and want to sleep , no appetite, nausea sick to my stomach, praying for relief , this too shall pass.
our anniversary, would have been 14 years then our little Bug dog got sick, your favorite
buddy has eye ulcers, and I cried at the vet remembering his surgery 5 years ago and
how we sat at Salt Cellar from 11 to 1 am while he had emergency surgery, he needs
eye drops every 2 hours and you aren't hear to help me and console him, I 've been
depressed since friday sitting in a pity party of 1, I'm so tired of being alone, I'm so sad...
I thought I was really doing great with the grief and moving forward. what happen ? Is
this how my life is going to go now, can't listen to music anymore, seems every song
makes me cry... I have little energy and want to sleep , no appetite, nausea sick to my stomach, praying for relief , this too shall pass.
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you may want to see a dr. just to be sure you are ok physically. Just keep breathing in and out and getting up every day and little by little we have better days. So sorry that you\'ve been through so much to pull on your broken heart. Hugs, D
My birthday was 4/26 - my first without my Jim. Happy Birthday to both of us. Keep breathing, in/out like Dianne says. Little by little will will find a way to build another type of life. Yes, one without our loves - but a life nonetheless. I have to believe this and I want you to believe it too.
Linda
ps. Hugs to your little dog! Poor thing.
I am so sorry that you are having such a hard time. This grief thing seems to be such a roller coaster, at times we think we are doing well and other times it feels like it could not get any worse. I hope that we all find peace in our future, just don\'t know when that will come to each of us. Hugs, Dawn
thank you .... it\'s all I want peace in my heart and the sadness to leave me
and I\'m really ready to get off the grief roller coaster... and I hate talking about
this to anyone that doesn\'t get it, so I really appreciate you all....
I am sorry that you are feeling like this tpoulas, maybe you are feeling worse because you have just had your birthday. I wish I could say something to help, I am thinking about you.
Tracy,
My dear friend, I am SOOO very sorry that you are having one of those rough times that we ALL go through when we least expect it.
Happy Birthday!! I wish I would have known it was your Birthday!!
I called you and left you a message.. I\'d love to get together if it will work. I hope you can join us tonight for dinner.
Please know I care and as soon as I read your entry, I asked our Lord to uplift you and fill you with His precious peace!!
Hugs, Linda
I am so sorry. We all get here. We all have the same emptyness and feeling so lost without our loved ones. I am sending you hugs and prayers. Just pray you are having a hard time right now and ask God to fill your heart. I do this all the time at my weakest time of the day. Hang in there Hon. Edie
ment to say we all get it here. hugs Edie