depresse

it almost time for christmas. I hate holdiay cuz it will be same like thanksgiving my family rude to me when they talk someone else. I hate holdiay. I only get my daughter 10 Hours that all she got go home by 7pm on christmas eve that is suck i want keep her all day until she go to bed but not work that way. I dont get her christmas day that is suck there. I not happy person on the holdiay. I wish I could die before christmas but to late it is almost there.  well i been not happy right now. I will write more later. I want make new friend on this site and talk to them.