Depressed
I'm crying inside and nobody knows it but ME. Death leaves a heartache no one can heal,Love leaves lives a memory no one can steal. Love you my sweet sweet Justin I have to keep telling myself that you were real and every moment I spent with you was a blessing.Life here is so different takes all the energy I have to push myself out of that bed.Be Happy and keep a good look out for us.How was your meeting with your Dad.I bet it made your dad's day he loved that boy with all his heart and Braden too.I honestly think Howard died from a broken heart Justin and Braden was all he had.RIP.Love you Justin Love,mom
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I am hugging you right now...feel it...Karen
Feeling your heartache. HUGS....
your words written are very true! aint that a song? and in one of the verses it Say\'s I\'m dying inside and no one knows but me!!I forgot about that song.I agree with you to about begin pushed everyday I have to get out of bed and get ready for work and put that damn mask on so everybody thinks \"shes OK\" leave work take the damn mask off.it\'s a daily struggle, I wish I had words for you but the only thing I have honey is I all to well know your pain. peace & love to you. Tammy