Deposit: $60 Balance: $85

i spent my weekend in detroit.  i visited my best friend.  i had an amazing time.  he had friends over every night.  we stayed up until 5 am.  we danced and listen to music.  we ate and play games.  we talked and laughed.  amazing!  a day prior to coming, i told him it was no need to invite anyone over.  the last time i visited him, he had a lot of company.  it made me nervous and i stayed in my room alone.  i made everyone else uncomfortable.  my best friend and i argued and i decided to leave early.  this time we went out to clubs and over someone's home to eat.  they had a house full of people and we played games and watched movies.  there were times when i wanted to retreat.  i felt drained of energy at times.  i felt my private space being invaded at times.  i stood my ground and i became engaged.  i did not like the drinking because i stopped.  i drank for this trip.  i handled it well.  i did not act out.  i did that in the past.  i may have seemed slightly odd to some, but it wasn't all that bad for me at all. 
this was a last minute trip.  i didn't want to be alone for the weekend.  i did not know what i was going to do that weekend and i had no one to do anything with.  i'm grateful that my best friend was there for me.
DEPOSIT: $25    BALANCE: $85  (b/c the last visit was extremely rough and i thought i lost a great best friend.) 
i'm grateful for my best friend.
i'm grateful that i had the means and time for the visit/trip.
i'm grateful for the fun i had socializing.  i haven't done that in a while.