deposit: $25 Balance: $35
i reapplied for school. i was struggling with school. i knew i had the potential. everyone in my family graduated from college. my mother is an A student even today. she likes to take one or two classes from time to time. she says i'm a B student. lol - mom! i have As and Bs and a lot of Ws and a couple of Fs. i was struggling because something would trigger the memories and i'll stop going to class. by the middle of the class term i would have thoughts of not being good enough. i had this instructor who embarrassed me once in class and all the class was laughing at me. this student was passing around a picture of himself for this project. when the picture came to me the instructor made a comment that i was staring at the picture of the student too long and that i must like what i see. i couldn't believe it.
it was a speech class. after that i started sinking. i just stop going to the class. i should have said something to him or an advisor. that is when i really got involved with my therapist.
anyway, i know i can do this. i reapplied. i think that's worth $25. (1 tally = $5)
i'm excited. i used to take a lot of online courses so i could avoid people. i'm going to take evening classes and weekends. i had a weekend class and it was very comfortable and laid back for me. i got an A in that class.
hey, i was thinking about something i read in my book about introverts. i stay up alot really late. the book suggested that i have to pay attention to what i eat. basically in suggested that i stay away from foods with a lot of sugar. we all know this but it is worse for us. i realized i was eating these energy bars at night. so i stopped and my sleeping was a lot better. the night before i visited the college to reapply i had a bar. lol i stayed up until 5 am and had to get up at 8 am. lol
i'm grateful for finding the courage getting to the college and reapplying.
i'm grateful for meeting with this wonderful advisor. she was extremely pretty.
i'm also grateful that i did not lose my composure when she went over my transcript. that was another reason i would not go to an advisor. one advisor said i wasn't going to make it when we went over my transcript.
i'm understanding now that some people can be really uncaring and know no better. i shouldn't take in personal.
Deposit: $5
it was a speech class. after that i started sinking. i just stop going to the class. i should have said something to him or an advisor. that is when i really got involved with my therapist.
anyway, i know i can do this. i reapplied. i think that's worth $25. (1 tally = $5)
i'm excited. i used to take a lot of online courses so i could avoid people. i'm going to take evening classes and weekends. i had a weekend class and it was very comfortable and laid back for me. i got an A in that class.
hey, i was thinking about something i read in my book about introverts. i stay up alot really late. the book suggested that i have to pay attention to what i eat. basically in suggested that i stay away from foods with a lot of sugar. we all know this but it is worse for us. i realized i was eating these energy bars at night. so i stopped and my sleeping was a lot better. the night before i visited the college to reapply i had a bar. lol i stayed up until 5 am and had to get up at 8 am. lol
i'm grateful for finding the courage getting to the college and reapplying.
i'm grateful for meeting with this wonderful advisor. she was extremely pretty.
i'm also grateful that i did not lose my composure when she went over my transcript. that was another reason i would not go to an advisor. one advisor said i wasn't going to make it when we went over my transcript.
i'm understanding now that some people can be really uncaring and know no better. i shouldn't take in personal.
Deposit: $5
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