Deposit: $25 Balance: $215
I have a lot to be grateful for. I completed my move. I'm in my new spot. It was a lot of work but I got it done. I was out of my old spot in time. There were a lot of other residence that did not get out on time. I am slow about everything normally - the old me. Not anymore.
I love my new spot. There is a lot of light coming in. I a lot of trees around me, but I actually live in the heart of my city. I've getting a good breeze. I can also hear the outside. In my old spot the windows were sealed. I forgot I wasn't hearing the outside. There is more life in my new spot.
Now I'm just waiting for my new furniture to be delivered. It's coming one piece at a time. My mother bought most of my furniture for me. She asked me if she could. She wanted to do that for me. I normally refuse, but I did not this time. I wanted to. I'm realizing that this is her way of telling me she loves me. I don't think she will ever want to talk about the child abuse I went through. It hurts her. It hurts me that she can't talk about it. But really it's okay now. I want her to be happy. I want us to be happy together. I have my support system set up. It's okay.
I love my mother more than anything. I wrote her a song for mother's day.
I taught three yoga classes last week. Two of them were great. I did well. I felt confident. The third time I was nervous, but I managed to pull it together. God bless.
I had everything boxed for the movers. I also helped them move. I could not just let them move and I stand there. They offered me a company shirt. LOL We had a good time.
My aunt hasn't been feeling well. She is bipolar. Her lithium medicine spiked from a mixture with another medicine prescribed by her doctor. I call her all the time. She is one of my support system. She is a great person to talk to. She is an angel to me. I have been calling her everyday since she hasn't been feeling well. She calms me.
Actually last Thursday I had a bad day. A lot of triggers. It ended at a restaurant. I went somewhere to eat and watch game 1 of the NBA Finals. The server was nasty towards me. I think he was picking with me because I was being quiet and alone. He just did not understand me. I had had enough that day and it had to end somewhere. I had to stand up for myself.
I had written in a tip. I went back to my table. He wasn't watching me. I scratched out the tip and wrote F@#! Y#@ on the receipt. I finally had a smile on my face - at the end of the day (PRICELESS!!!).
Deposit: 25 (15 pts for sticking up for myself.)
I love my new spot. There is a lot of light coming in. I a lot of trees around me, but I actually live in the heart of my city. I've getting a good breeze. I can also hear the outside. In my old spot the windows were sealed. I forgot I wasn't hearing the outside. There is more life in my new spot.
Now I'm just waiting for my new furniture to be delivered. It's coming one piece at a time. My mother bought most of my furniture for me. She asked me if she could. She wanted to do that for me. I normally refuse, but I did not this time. I wanted to. I'm realizing that this is her way of telling me she loves me. I don't think she will ever want to talk about the child abuse I went through. It hurts her. It hurts me that she can't talk about it. But really it's okay now. I want her to be happy. I want us to be happy together. I have my support system set up. It's okay.
I love my mother more than anything. I wrote her a song for mother's day.
I taught three yoga classes last week. Two of them were great. I did well. I felt confident. The third time I was nervous, but I managed to pull it together. God bless.
I had everything boxed for the movers. I also helped them move. I could not just let them move and I stand there. They offered me a company shirt. LOL We had a good time.
My aunt hasn't been feeling well. She is bipolar. Her lithium medicine spiked from a mixture with another medicine prescribed by her doctor. I call her all the time. She is one of my support system. She is a great person to talk to. She is an angel to me. I have been calling her everyday since she hasn't been feeling well. She calms me.
Actually last Thursday I had a bad day. A lot of triggers. It ended at a restaurant. I went somewhere to eat and watch game 1 of the NBA Finals. The server was nasty towards me. I think he was picking with me because I was being quiet and alone. He just did not understand me. I had had enough that day and it had to end somewhere. I had to stand up for myself.
I had written in a tip. I went back to my table. He wasn't watching me. I scratched out the tip and wrote F@#! Y#@ on the receipt. I finally had a smile on my face - at the end of the day (PRICELESS!!!).
Deposit: 25 (15 pts for sticking up for myself.)
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