Deposit: $25.00 Balance: $240.00

i rocked it!  i subbed a yoga class this morning and i was awesome.  i wasn't nervous so much.  i made a noticeable mistake but i got right back into the rhythm with confidence.  i could have lasted more than an hour, but no time.  i was able to adjust my practice with ease.  i even had a good nights sleep.  i normally stay up all night before a class because i get nervous and scared.  i received good feed back.  i talked with the class for nearly 15 minutes.  normally i would bolt out of class, after saying thank yous first.  i very polite.  lol  i do have a bad anger streak when i feel someone is taking advantage of me (trigger). anyway, i did amazing!  i may have my own class soon - two weeks.  i'm going to make it the best yoga class in the club. 
the other day i saw someone who hurt me real bad.  i'll talk about that next time.
my therapist wants me to write two letters to my uncle and the person in the aforementioned, who molested me and the latter tried to destroy me.
deposit: $25.00  balance: $240.00 (for having a near perfect class and living through it!)