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i wasn't feeling well today. i have this sharp pain that comes and goes on the top left side of my head. i have some pressure in my left ear. i think i have a cold or something is up with my teeth - cavity. i'll check it out. because i'm always thinking the worse - brain cancer. LOL
i read this article the other day in the rolling stone magizine about a young surfer, clay marzo. he has asperger's syndrome. i read this book: look me in the eye. it's about the syndrome. i thought is was very interesting that the characteristics i suffer, from the trauma from the child molestation, are a lot similar to the characteristics of people who suffer from this type of autism. clay marzo could be a bigger star but he battles with his disease.
last year i completed a yoga teaching course. it really helped me with the stress from the trauma and my rigid demeanor. i tried teaching but i start to freeze in front of people. i have problems managing how i feel when people are watching me. i know for me i have to practice a lot more than others so i can feel confident in what i do.
i received an email from a club where i want to teach yoga. it was over a month ago when i gave them my resume. i was so hype and full of confidence. i stopped by the club twice to introduce myself and then i stopped. i came up with all kinds of reasons why they didn't respond to my resume. i responded to their email. i hope i can find that confidence again. i think they may ask me to demonstrate first before they decide to hire me.
i'm grateful for the email from a health club requesting an interview for a yoga instructor position.
i'm grateful to my friends who called me today.
i'm grateful that i am working.
i found the confidence to respond quickly to the email and confirmed an interview. i found the confidence to get out in public. i went to my favorite restaurant ate and watched the play-offs. phx and sa won. port and mav lost. i was alone and i was comfortable. i called my mother. she can make me nervous sometimes. she refuses to understand me. i answered two phone calls today. i normally wait to hear the msg on voicemail.
i received a call today. the center i go to downsized. i have a new therapist. i could have freaked out. it's been four years with the same therapist. we have been talking about when i feel i could stop seeing him. maybe i am getting close to the point where i can take good care of myself. i'm going to meet up with this new therapist and see what happens. i found the confidence not to get upset and act out because i was either scared or in the unfamiliar.
Deposit: $10 Balance: $190
i read this article the other day in the rolling stone magizine about a young surfer, clay marzo. he has asperger's syndrome. i read this book: look me in the eye. it's about the syndrome. i thought is was very interesting that the characteristics i suffer, from the trauma from the child molestation, are a lot similar to the characteristics of people who suffer from this type of autism. clay marzo could be a bigger star but he battles with his disease.
last year i completed a yoga teaching course. it really helped me with the stress from the trauma and my rigid demeanor. i tried teaching but i start to freeze in front of people. i have problems managing how i feel when people are watching me. i know for me i have to practice a lot more than others so i can feel confident in what i do.
i received an email from a club where i want to teach yoga. it was over a month ago when i gave them my resume. i was so hype and full of confidence. i stopped by the club twice to introduce myself and then i stopped. i came up with all kinds of reasons why they didn't respond to my resume. i responded to their email. i hope i can find that confidence again. i think they may ask me to demonstrate first before they decide to hire me.
i'm grateful for the email from a health club requesting an interview for a yoga instructor position.
i'm grateful to my friends who called me today.
i'm grateful that i am working.
i found the confidence to respond quickly to the email and confirmed an interview. i found the confidence to get out in public. i went to my favorite restaurant ate and watched the play-offs. phx and sa won. port and mav lost. i was alone and i was comfortable. i called my mother. she can make me nervous sometimes. she refuses to understand me. i answered two phone calls today. i normally wait to hear the msg on voicemail.
i received a call today. the center i go to downsized. i have a new therapist. i could have freaked out. it's been four years with the same therapist. we have been talking about when i feel i could stop seeing him. maybe i am getting close to the point where i can take good care of myself. i'm going to meet up with this new therapist and see what happens. i found the confidence not to get upset and act out because i was either scared or in the unfamiliar.
Deposit: $10 Balance: $190
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