Demons

It's hard to live when your past is right behind you. I don't talk to any of my family because of everything they've done. I had a normal childhood and it all went to shit fast. One thing that was brought up on here is no mater where you go, your demons will follow you. That's true in my case. 

When I moved to this state I figured it was going to be a good start. It is really. I did find my ex/step sister on Facebook shortly after moving here. It was bittersweet. She lives in the same state I do but she's about 3 hours away. Which is nice. I looked through her pictures and she obviously found a guy and has 2 kids. At least. She must have done what I did and ran when she became an adult becauseat that time she was barely old enough to have had 2 kids if she started that fall. It was nice to see her but the hurt was to much so I blocked her before she could see where I live.

I'm sure my dad told her about me. I called him after I found her by people i might know and asked what happened to her and my dad said she met a guy online and she left. They all seem to be happy we found our way to the same area. It doesn't make me happy. I use to love her and now I don't. I can't really. She hurt me to many times. I'm sure it's not her fault but it's how I have seen it that counts for me on my side of things. I wish her the best and I hope the guy she's with will treat her half as good as I ever did. Young love doesn't last when you get old.