Definitely missed it...
Ok, so CD23 and I took the last LH test I have on hand. Still a negative. I'm confident that I've completely missed my surge with only testing once a day in the early afternoon. I just have to hope that DH and I BD'd at the right time. Though, my hopes are not high. I'm preparing for yet another BFN at the end of the month.
Something tells me that this cycle was a bust, but oddly I'm ok with that. I'm tired lately, physically and emotionally. I keep wondering how much more of this I can take. I have 2 cycles worth of Letrozole left and then I have to move on to IUI, which at the moment I can't afford. If the next 2 cycles are a bust, I may have to wait until sometime early next year to start the IUI.
Right now I'm feeling really frustrated and upset. I want my RE to be doing more for me, but he's doing practically nothing. This guy is supposed to be one of the leading fertility specialist in all of Southern Ontario, and yet he's not even monitoring me to make sure all is going well? I get that this is just a medicated cycle, but I haven't even so much as had a blood test since my 1st cycle of 7.5mg Letrozole, and I'm getting toward the end of my 4th cycle of it! I haven't seen my RE in months, I've only talked to his secretary/nurse twice in the past 4 months. I feel like I'm getting gypped and I feel like he's not taking me seriously because of my weight.
I guess I should mention that I've also been moody this past week, so I feel like I'm gearing up for AF (even though she's not due for another 11 to 15 days!). *sighs* I hate IF and all of the shit it puts us through!
In non-IF news, we move in 16 days and we're going to see our townhouse (we saw an end unit before since it was empty, ours is a middle unit) on Monday. We've got all of our pre-move in paperwork done and handed in. We'll get the keys to the place on the Thursday before we move in so that one of us can be there when our utilities are scheduled to be hooked up.
I got access to my college's student 'hub' and through that have found out my class schedule. I'm off on Mondays (yay!), in 2 classes on Tuesday from 10:30am to 3:30pm, 2 classes on Wednesday from 8:30am to 4:30pm (there's a 3.5 hour break between classes), 4 classes on Thursday from 8:30am to 4:30pm and 2 classes on Friday from 9:30-12:30. I'm taking Bookkeeping, Office Procedures I, Electronic Spreadsheets, Introductory Word Processing and Communications I. I've done Word Processing and Comm I before, with different teachers, so I'm sure this is going to be an easy semester for me. It doesn't mean I'm going to slack off though, I'll do my work and work my butt off for good grades so that I can get a good job when I finish!
And yes, though I'm moody, I'm feeling colourful today. Also, I just looked at my wall behind and to the right of my desk (cuz of a damn fly buzzing around in that area) and saw a small mark that looks like an exclamation point with a face on it. Now I'm amused at this and wondering how on earth that mark got there (since it can't be reached easily). Oh well. Time to go do something to keep myself busy!
Something tells me that this cycle was a bust, but oddly I'm ok with that. I'm tired lately, physically and emotionally. I keep wondering how much more of this I can take. I have 2 cycles worth of Letrozole left and then I have to move on to IUI, which at the moment I can't afford. If the next 2 cycles are a bust, I may have to wait until sometime early next year to start the IUI.
Right now I'm feeling really frustrated and upset. I want my RE to be doing more for me, but he's doing practically nothing. This guy is supposed to be one of the leading fertility specialist in all of Southern Ontario, and yet he's not even monitoring me to make sure all is going well? I get that this is just a medicated cycle, but I haven't even so much as had a blood test since my 1st cycle of 7.5mg Letrozole, and I'm getting toward the end of my 4th cycle of it! I haven't seen my RE in months, I've only talked to his secretary/nurse twice in the past 4 months. I feel like I'm getting gypped and I feel like he's not taking me seriously because of my weight.
I guess I should mention that I've also been moody this past week, so I feel like I'm gearing up for AF (even though she's not due for another 11 to 15 days!). *sighs* I hate IF and all of the shit it puts us through!
In non-IF news, we move in 16 days and we're going to see our townhouse (we saw an end unit before since it was empty, ours is a middle unit) on Monday. We've got all of our pre-move in paperwork done and handed in. We'll get the keys to the place on the Thursday before we move in so that one of us can be there when our utilities are scheduled to be hooked up.
I got access to my college's student 'hub' and through that have found out my class schedule. I'm off on Mondays (yay!), in 2 classes on Tuesday from 10:30am to 3:30pm, 2 classes on Wednesday from 8:30am to 4:30pm (there's a 3.5 hour break between classes), 4 classes on Thursday from 8:30am to 4:30pm and 2 classes on Friday from 9:30-12:30. I'm taking Bookkeeping, Office Procedures I, Electronic Spreadsheets, Introductory Word Processing and Communications I. I've done Word Processing and Comm I before, with different teachers, so I'm sure this is going to be an easy semester for me. It doesn't mean I'm going to slack off though, I'll do my work and work my butt off for good grades so that I can get a good job when I finish!
And yes, though I'm moody, I'm feeling colourful today. Also, I just looked at my wall behind and to the right of my desk (cuz of a damn fly buzzing around in that area) and saw a small mark that looks like an exclamation point with a face on it. Now I'm amused at this and wondering how on earth that mark got there (since it can't be reached easily). Oh well. Time to go do something to keep myself busy!
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