defeated

So, my life has completely come apart. I got screwed over by the VA, couldn't even afford rent this month, and I'm getting evicted (technically i have until 1159 pm tonight to be out). Staying with a friend who is a godsend. Everything was going to be ok...
 
until she told me I can't bring my cat. Her parents own the house she's staying in and her dad hates cats and refuses to let me take my sweet girl there. I feel like complete shit. I've spent the better part of the last 3 hours crying about it and trying to make her last day with me as enjoyable for her as possible. She's gotten some good canned cat food, some cuddles, and way too much love. It's been so long since i've felt like this. I kind of just wish I would die so I wouldn't feel this anymore...
 
I love you Honey. You are the best cat a guy could ask for