Deep wave of sadness
Currently riding a deep wave of depression.
Crying uncontrollably right now. I feel like nobody cares about me. My counsellor cancelled yesterday's appointment that I had waited 2 weeks for. My car was stolen yesterday. I have no close friends in town. Only friends and acquaintances that I have forced myself on lately for support. Keep reliving sad memories of my ex. Feeling hopeless and horribly, horribly depressed. The future is nothing but sad, broken dreams and I am sitting here with no answers as to why this is happening to me.
Crying uncontrollably right now. I feel like nobody cares about me. My counsellor cancelled yesterday's appointment that I had waited 2 weeks for. My car was stolen yesterday. I have no close friends in town. Only friends and acquaintances that I have forced myself on lately for support. Keep reliving sad memories of my ex. Feeling hopeless and horribly, horribly depressed. The future is nothing but sad, broken dreams and I am sitting here with no answers as to why this is happening to me.
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Sorry to hear all that, sounds brutal. I wish we knew why these things happen to us. Life is tough, I know how you feel. It hurts. Too bad there\'s no easy way to make all the pain go away.
I know this journal entry was written a few weeks ago but I hope you\'re doing better. It\'s been 2 months since my ex left me and just over 3 weeks since we last spoke/text. I totally understand and feel the same pain and cry uncontrollably as well. I wish there was something out there that can make it all go away. One of my friends suggested this website which has been extremely helpful to me. http://www.breakuprecoveryguide.com/
Thanks. I have checked out that website and it has really really helped.