Dedicating Today To Kenny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

One year ago tonight my oldest, my first born son, Kenny, took a step over into the other side of the veil that now separates him from all that love him.  His step took him to the loving arms of our Heavenly Father who wrapped His arms around him and gave him peace and love for eternity.  Our Heavenly Father instantly removed all pain and sorrow and gave my son Kenny perfect peace and release of the pain that had engulfed his body.  Love we could give him completely, but we could not release the horrible pain that he carried for too long.  I know with all my heart that God could have given him complete release from the Cancer here on this earth, but for reason that I will never know he choose not to but to choose to take him home, home to love and  beauty and peace as he had never had before.  We loved Kenny with our every being of our body...but God loved an over powering love that superceedes our ability.  His love for Kenny took all of Ken's cancer away and gave him back a complete bill of health.  God released Kenny from the burdens he carried and Kenny is now in the safety of our God, our Jesus, Kenny's protector.  Kenny now has pure joy, pure pain relief, pureness that we can never feel on this earth. Kenny is not dead but full of life with.  We are thankful to know that Kenny has pure peace now.  We are happy his pain is gone...We are happy that Ken is surrounded in pure love.
Even though I believe that all that is written above is truth and one day I will join him and see my son again, how I wish this day was a different way.  How I wish that the cancer had never found it's way to my son's body.  How I wish that the treatment had cured Kenny and gave him back his health.  How I wish that God had heard a mother's prayer for her son to live, to be healed....How I wish that today would not be a day to dedicated to Kenny the loss of his life on this earth.  Other years this would be the day that we would be visiting Ken and his family....Today we would have been sharing our gifts with each other.  Today would have been our family meal.  Today would be our time to playing with the new grand babies.  Today would have been the day that we would be celebrating Christmas with Kenny and his family.  However, today things are no longer the way they were...For all the memories I am thankful for.  For all the times we got to share, I am thankful for.  For all the love we all felt, I am thankful for.  
Today we begin a journey with Kenny.  Today we dedicate this day to Kenny.  This day we no longer have what we had in years past.  Today begins the one year that Kenny left us for his home that one day we will join him.  Today is not a happy day as days of past.  Today we will hold tight our memories of times past.  Today we feel the love that we have always felt from the moment Kenny was born.  Today we reflect and we are saddened that Kenny left us way too soon.  
Today we say:  We Love You...We Miss You...We wish you  were here...Today we dedicate this day to you Kenny my wonderful Son.  Your were and are Loved.
I love you and miss you my son.  Forever you are in my heart....I love you Kenny and am looking so forward to the day I will join you on your journey.....
Your mom forever...Love mom 

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deleted_user

How precious your words are. It is a sad day. I\'ll be thinking about all of you. Heart to heart, Danette
deleted_user
deleted_user

well writen and said. I truely feel your words and I understand them only another mother who has lost their child to cancer could under stand that double meaning, but also as a mother that has lost their only child. I also do not understand a mothers unanswered prayes, well at least the way I wanted. Because God did answer my prayers he did make justin healthy and happy agian, He just is doing it in heaven. A place that I too look forward to going one day and one day soon. For this world without my son is just unbarable at times. My heart goes out to you and on this day I will be sending you warm, strong, love to comfort you to day. Bless you and your family. Tammie
deleted_user
deleted_user

Thinking of you and Kenny... I hope you have a little peace today.
Marilyn
CorriesMom
CorriesMom

Even when we know that our precious children are now free and happy, continuing on with their own joy-filled journeys, we will never stop missing them and carrying them in our hearts.

Kenny ~ beloved son, brother, friend, husband, father, grandfather ~ today belongs to you. \"Surely goodness and mercy [do] follow you all the days of your (eternal) life and you [dwell] in the house of the Lord forever.\"

With much love and hugs of peace and comfort to you, sweet Sandi ~ Debbie
heartsandhands
heartsandhands

Dear Sandi, I am so sorry you ever had to know such heartbreak. You honor Kenny so well with your love.
Peace, everywhere,
Sarah
Livingjuicy
Livingjuicy

You son is well loved and remembered. Peace and continued healing on this journey that we are each taking in our own unique ways yet together too. Hoping you feel the love. Peace this day. Love, Joanie
lynette22
lynette22

TO KEN - TODAY WE HONOR THE FANTASTIC LOVING MAN YOU ARE!! Sandi, sending you extra special love and lots of strength. Lynette ~ Matthews mom
NellW
NellW

That was a beautiful journey. I am so glad that I read it. Instead of my comforting you - you are comforting me. If I dare go back to when I was praying for a miracle for my son who died of colon cancer, it is so hard to understand why. I truly have stopped asking why. Today has been rough - don\'t know why. It is what it is.
You sound like you are on a healing journey. I am so proud of you and I send you much kindness and peace.
Nell in Georgia
deleted_user
deleted_user

a loving tribute from a mom who will see her son again!......I hear the conflict of peace and pain in your words.....it is so hard to know the true peace they have now along with the true hurt we have as the ones left in this grief. Yes, Kenny is 100% healed now....better than ever. My heart is with you and your family as they remember this day as one of Glory as well as Grief.....God be with you and hold you closely.....love, dale...brandon\'s mom
mybeachlover
mybeachlover

Sandi, I am so sorry for your loss and your pain. I wish you peace, comfort, and many many happy memories and for your ache to lesson. You are in my prayers. Much love and a huge hug Lynette
annsullivan
annsullivan

{{{{HUGS}}}}
JennsMom66
JennsMom66

Hugs to you and prayers for peace on this, the first Angel date, for Kenny.
MaryLou
KandL
KandL

Beautiful words, beautiful love, beautiful Kenny; I honor you.
Sandi - a beautiful love you have for your son and a trust that Jesus is caring for him now....Gentle hugs, Linda
rcoco
rcoco

A beautiful tribute to an Angel. Hugs
deleted_user
deleted_user

I pray for a gentle day for you sharing fond memories of your son. I know it is so hard.

God\'s blessings,

Soos