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I haven`t been on very much because of some personal problems and pain.I know that some of it is because of depression too.I just haven`t felt like doing anything at all.I am looking at this next procedure that they are wanting to do to my back and I just can`t see what good it will do.They gave me a name for it but can`t remember what it is called but it is something like a nerve block but it is permanent.They also said that it could paralize me if they burnt the wrong nerve ends.That dosen`t sound to good to me! I don`t know if they were just trying to make light of the procedure or not but that didn`t sound very good at all. I can`t stay on here for long because my back is already starting to give me more pain ,just thought I would let everyone know what is going on with me.