Decision made now what

I decided to take my place off the market. I am tired of dealing with people who want to pay me less than what it is appraised for (and appraised when bathroom and other things were torn apart) that was over a year ago and I have gotten things several done.....

And when our paper said prices on places have gone up 6.8 to 10.2 percent since than also....
I have refinanced to where my place payment is $261/mo that includes mortgage, home insurance, and county taxes. Where can I move for that? I have to have so much to be able to purchase a place in Boise so I can afford to live. Now I look for places and there seems to be pricey that I have priced myself outta to fit my needs and heah I am easy to please on my needs.

My now worries: I need to make some extra monies to put in the bank for those needs: roofing, fencing, car repairs, etc....besides feeding two horses, 2 dogs and cats. And this area is hard to find a job---SO I am praying God and Roger are listening so I can supply that....

I also decided that I know neighbors here well, many have helped me several times, and if I move who will come and help with my physical and mechanical needs like they do??? And starting all over in anew neighborhood...I feel apprehensive about this.

So the cons of not moving: job opportunities and two small grandkids are 6 hrs. away. I hope my decision is the right one. My horoscope on my birthday said I would have a residential move this year hmmmm so maybe someone will come along pay what I can afford and I will but how often does anyone believe in horoscopes. I know I hate being indecisive and stressing over it.

I am just plugging away at life, still not sure what it is supposed to be or where I should be after 2 years and 8 months and 27 days of losing my husband. Is this normal?

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lovedaisies
lovedaisies

I\'m not on WW very often, but I still get most alerts for friends journal entries. I know you have been trying to sell and this must be a very hard decision to make---It is a decision though---not a right one, or a wrong one---just a decision you have made to the best of your ability. It is hard to make these when we used to have our husbands to help us and give input. I think whatever gives you the most peace and what your gut tells you. If you had someone knocking on your door with a full offer deal, then you could decide again----. I am after you just a little---Sept 25, 2010. Some day I would love to meet you in person. Marti and I have gotten together in Pendleton a couple of times as it is 1/2 way from Spokane and Boise----maybe someday? I think where we are in this new life is where we are----no timeframe, no expectations. The healing is long and slow and full of twists and turns. Take care and big hugs to you.
Nicker07
Nicker07

OH I think we need to get together I would love to....here is my home phone I have not gotten with Marti again....Need to 509 658 1778 IF you call I have unlimited long distance so I can call you back Take care
goldenearrings
goldenearrings

I think anything is normal..................although I am happy I moved and have a place I can afford.i am still struggling with a purpose.........have ambition for nothing right now...also sick with bronchitis...............takes so much longer to heal as I age............haven\'t been on line much..............was glad to see your post.