Decision...

I will no longer be posting anything on ds, except in the Cat Lovers group.  I will no longer be sending hugs, writing journals, or reading anyone's journals.  The reason for this is because the asshole who decided I was just garbage to be thrown away was invited here to DS by me, and I would prefer to leave him in the past where he belongs.  I also don't want him knowing about any part of my life, should he change his mind.  All too often, I've let assholes like him back into my life after treating me like this.  There's no more 'second chances'.  I don't think he'd change his mind, but 'just in case'. The other reason is because no one reads the stuff I write anyways.  After what my former friend did, I've come to realize that no one gives a shit about me, and I really am trash to be thrown away and forgotten. THANKS FOR HELPING ME SEE THAT JAY (aka Deviant) !!!