decided I am staying after all
science I have decided that I relay want to be here as in on this earth .....I had better get my self moving and stop hiding from life .....I have started to not turn on my tv or I pad in the morning and to keep myself bissey with cleaning and getting fresh air and exercise ...just see what surprises the day brings ....and after supper I can turn on my I pad .....because that is when my h likes to watch tv he likes the news ...I don't like watching to much news.... this is my first weak it isn't easy but it does make me feel better ....I am also eating more fresh raw verges .....and I eat them first than I eat what ever else is for supper ......pray for me that this sticks .....I am not over doing things just keeping a comfortable phase....so I won't be discouraged .......I am..at least feeling like I am doing something positive in my life for me ........god bless
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Sounds like a good plan to me. I probably need to limit the time I can watch TV to after I complete a task or my back stops me.
I wish I could straighten my sleep out so that I would get up earlier. I would have a longer day.
I\'m glad you are feeling well enough to be back! I\'ve missed you!
MUCH LOVE FOR YOU & KEEP WARM!!!!!!! Tami
I can definitely relate to what you are saying. It can feel easy to rely too much on distractions which are quickly available. I am trying not to watch as many videos as I usually do because they do draw in a lot of energy and some of that aren\'t worth the time.
Reading feels better but also being outside and watching the sun come up and down -- observing the grace of a bee or seeing a child is a part of life well spent.
Yes I need to see more of life my grandchildren and children ....phase my self and get back to oil painting......this is working out good but yesterday I dident to as good but my head was bad .....today I did good .....god bless