decided

well now i have decided that with or without help from pdoc i am going to do everything that i can do to help myself! if this is not bipolar then i will show my arse in the supermarket window! 
i have already started work in my bipolar work book and i will learn my moods triggers and everything else that goes with it.
i have been writing a journal to help and i owe it to myself to work hard for the future and the life i know i can acheive. bring on the journey!!!

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tiggerinbrayton
tiggerinbrayton

Even if its not bipolar I know that I have problems with my moods, with the stupid things I do and also the depression. I have come to the conclusion it doesn\'t matter what its called anymore (if anything) I just want some help so I don\'t mess up another job or another relationship.
Yesterday I was still rant in was really tired I guess. But looking back today I know she was doing her job.
Whatever this is we shall see. X
rubyblue
rubyblue

I hope you can get the help you need to feel better too... and I agree with gina.... working on yourself is necessary... hopefully you will get some answers soon.... take care of yourself in the meantime xx
blueghost39
blueghost39

Hugs keep up the good work agnowleding is healing within its own lol lgbt ghost