deception

I guess i messed up when I joined DS back in 2007.  I had just got my computer and I was surfing the internet and trying to find out about depression and bereavement. My son had been killed in a car wreck and I had been placed back on medication to help me cope with my nerves and the terrible court issues that went on for 2 years after his death. I mentioned my past, about me having to leave my first marriage.  I mentioned me being a minister for 33 years, etc but, I forgot to mention that I have remarried and had been married for many years. Many of you know, I have commented on different posts on Breakups and Divorce, bereavement and depression groups.  I have done this to be a help to those who are experiencing these areas in their lives,  I have been through a divorce, I had lost a son and, I had dealt with a nervous breakdown in 1985 and relapsed in 1995 then, had to go back on meds in 2005, when my son was killed.  Everything I have done, every comment I have made on these support groups, has been to encourage, help and to support those who are going though  these situations in life.I commented because I too, have been there. Never have i tried to deceive anyone that I was single and, in some of the older posts, I think I have even referred to my present wife.  I am not a liar, I am not one who tries to decieve anyone and if anyone felt I done this to deceive you, you are terribly mistaken and I humbly apologize if you feel deceived. The true friends I have here, who have known me for quite some time, know that I would never deceive them and they also know that I have given them sound and compassionate advice wherever I could on topics that I felt I was qualified to comment on.  So let me state the facts.  I am 64 years old, will be 65 in Oct. I endured a terrible divorce years ago, I have been married now for 35 years next month, to a wonderful lady who has been with me through some very hard times.  I am a Pastor and Minister and have been in the ministry for 33 years.  I have never been unfaithful to my wife.  I have been a loving faithful husband, a good dad to my 4 children who are grown.  They are ages 45, 43, 42 and 32. and I am my grandkids biggest fan.  Through the turmoil  of the drugs, Biker gangs, hurt, hate, hostility, and pain I have been through, I strive to help others, to encourage others and be a friend to those who feel thy have no friends. This is why I have spent the last half of my life trying to do so, if any have felt deceived by me in any form or fashion, I apologize from the bottom of my heart.