Dec. 19, 2011
Couldn't think of a catchy title today. Not too bad here. I am done with the Christmas shopping. That makes me very happy. I just have to make dinner on Christmas Eve and then I am home free! LOL.
I am feeling pretty good. Of course, I haven't felt fantastic in a while but I feel pretty good. Things are quiet at work. Things are done at home. I have been dropping things like crazy lately. Broke a glass flower my children gave me for mother's day one year. Also broke a measuring cup. Everything else has been plastic thankfully. I am trying to be more positive and not so miserable! Not always an easy task.
My 10 year old daughter told me yesterday that she is trying to be more mature. LOL she is funny. She made dinner last night which was pigs in a blanket. She was telling me how she is trying to be more mature. Then she threw a major fit last night when I told her to take her shower. Not so mature there! She makes me laugh.
Well, back to work now I guess. I have lots to do since I missed last Thurs and Fri. Everyone is coming up to me looking at me like I must be miserable after the LP. I guess people don't think a needle in the spine is all that fun. It isn't, but there are far worse things in this world. I think not knowing what is wrong with me is worse than the needle in my spine. We are all different though. People have also told me that I am far too positive with dealing with my issues. I just say that I still gotta live. I can't just fold up and give up and be miserable all the time. I have children that need me. I am not always able to do for them what I want to, but they seem to be understanding. For the most part, I always think of things that can be worse. Yeah, this is miserable, but I could be going thru cancer treatment or some other uncertain demise. Hoping to be cured of cancer seems far worse to me than knowing that I have something that is debilitating but I can live with it.
I am feeling pretty good. Of course, I haven't felt fantastic in a while but I feel pretty good. Things are quiet at work. Things are done at home. I have been dropping things like crazy lately. Broke a glass flower my children gave me for mother's day one year. Also broke a measuring cup. Everything else has been plastic thankfully. I am trying to be more positive and not so miserable! Not always an easy task.
My 10 year old daughter told me yesterday that she is trying to be more mature. LOL she is funny. She made dinner last night which was pigs in a blanket. She was telling me how she is trying to be more mature. Then she threw a major fit last night when I told her to take her shower. Not so mature there! She makes me laugh.
Well, back to work now I guess. I have lots to do since I missed last Thurs and Fri. Everyone is coming up to me looking at me like I must be miserable after the LP. I guess people don't think a needle in the spine is all that fun. It isn't, but there are far worse things in this world. I think not knowing what is wrong with me is worse than the needle in my spine. We are all different though. People have also told me that I am far too positive with dealing with my issues. I just say that I still gotta live. I can't just fold up and give up and be miserable all the time. I have children that need me. I am not always able to do for them what I want to, but they seem to be understanding. For the most part, I always think of things that can be worse. Yeah, this is miserable, but I could be going thru cancer treatment or some other uncertain demise. Hoping to be cured of cancer seems far worse to me than knowing that I have something that is debilitating but I can live with it.
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I\'m glad you feel better. I drop things all the time. Luckily I have not drop anything made of glass. That is nice that your daughter is trying to help you out. I have a sixteen year old trying to help me. My daughter cracks me up too. Girls can be so funny. You have a great attitude. Keep it up.