Dear "Loved ones"

Soon to be a memoryThat is all that I will beA sad lil thought inside your headNo more blood to bleedOne small jump into a trainAll my pain will endTake a few more of my pills Surely Ill be deadCan not live this way anymoreCan not take the painClose my eyes drag the blade across my throatLet me slip awayWhy cant I forget youJust move from the strife Tie the noose around my neckKick out the chair..Goodbye lifeWhen will it be overwhen can I go homeput the gun inside my mouthFuck it, Lock and loadLet me drift away nowLet me be at peaceTie the weights around my legsSink down to the deepThis may leave you shakenWorried for my soul These are the thoughts inside my mindLittle did many knowYou just saw my smileYou figured I was all right If you really ever cared to askYou could have maybe saved a life Please no one online take this personally I know you all care