Dear Brain

Dear Brain. Please let me think and live like a normal person again. I want to be able to do things that normal people do, like type on the key board without hitting the backspace buttons so many times, or going into the store without having a panic attack, or talking to a cute boy that i see in my class at school and not stutter, or not think about death all the time and stay positive, or when i read to read one line at a time instead of reading the same line twice in a row even though i already know what it says? or the fact that i pay attention to my health so damn much to the point where i actually think that i am physically dying, or to stop me from thinking that everything is going to be this bad for the rest of my life, which it probably wont. Please brain do that for me and ill love you forever, and oh yeah by the way get rid of my double vision and my dizzy spells, and i will promise to never look up another symptom on the internet again.The boy in my intensive English class,Wow, you are so adorable. and by the way i loved the shirt you were wearing, My Chemical Romance  ftw.P.s. :Maybe we could talk sometime.