Dear God

Dear God,      In the past weeks, months, years,my life has changed dramatically.My loved one made a decision,I wish he had not made.Leaving me heartbroken with disbelief, guilt, anger,confusion, so many "if onlys" and " whys?".Help me to find enough inner strength to survive. Help me to accept what has happened.Help me to live with only partial answers.Help me to find a way to cherish my memories.Help me to adapt and reorganize my life.Help me to find a new focus.Help me to respond in a positive way;to go on with renewed faith in your everlasting love.                                    Amen