Dealing with Watch & Wait

Nine weeks since original diagnosis.   Lots of material on treatments and the after-effect of treatment, but not a lot of info on waiting for this slow growing cancer to require treatment.  I definitely get it, that watch and wait is the right thing to do.  It just has taken some time to come to grips that I have this "stuff" in my body and, other than documentation, nothing is being done to get rid of it.  But, I am doing a bit better mentally.  Getting used to it .... this is weird!