Dealing with events of my Past
I was once a biker, a drug user and an alcoholic. I had a raging storm within me from all the hurt and rejection that I had been dealt with as a young man and through my first marriage. I turned to biker gangs, drugs and alcohol and the bikers was an outlet for my rage and hurt. When someone hurt me, I hurt back only I did my best to hurt them worse. Revenge was my goal and retaliation was what fueled me.
I am not going into all the things that have been stirred this past week but, I guess this just proves that I am human. I dealt with many horrible things in my past and if I would list these things, most would be shocked and very possibly my friends list would decrease immensely.
I will overcome this. It just may take me some time to work through it so, if I am not here very often, you will know why.
I am not going into all the things that have been stirred this past week but, I guess this just proves that I am human. I dealt with many horrible things in my past and if I would list these things, most would be shocked and very possibly my friends list would decrease immensely.
I will overcome this. It just may take me some time to work through it so, if I am not here very often, you will know why.
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I THINK IT WOULD BE PRETTY SAD TO THINK THAT PEOPLE WOULD DELETE YOU AS THEIR FRIEND BECAUSE OF YOUR PAST. YOUR PAST IS YOUR PAST. WE ALL HAVE A PAST. I THINK ITS GOOD THAT YOU TAKE SOME TIME AND WORK THRU THIS PAST WEEK. SPEND TIME WITH THE LORD ( LIKE I NEED TO TELL YOU WHAT TO DO ) AND TAKE ALL THE TIME YOU NEED. GET PLENTY OF REST IF YOU CAN.
DEAR LORD, PLEASE HELP PEEWEE THRU EVERYTHING HE IS GOING THRU. LORD PLEASE ALWAYS BLESS HIM AND LET PEEWEE KNOW THAT YOU ARE ALWAYS WITH HIM. IN JESUS NAME....AMEN
TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF BIG BROTHER AND MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS
YOUR LITTLE SIS....JULIE
I heard a sermon this morning Pee Wee, about forgiveness....it really made me feel awesomely wonderful about everything....especially about my son, who is in heaven. I hope for you that same feeling no matter what you are facing....we are all sinners and have fallen short of the glory of God....that is the humanness that you speak of....but isn\'t it wonderful that we have been FORGIVEN through Christ??? I pray that your trials this week will only make your strong character even stronger....and that whomever has been a \"thorn in your side\" will \"be still and know God\".....\"this too shall pass\".....In Christ...dale..brandon\'s mom
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zyQ5ZSMENF0
You know I understand and I am thinking of you. I am here for you. Love you my friend . xo