dead heart
DEAD HEART i have a dead heart never will it beat again no other has it i hold a razor to my wrist i spell your name deep it sinks into my skin blood flows drips down in delight you want me to be there for you i won't you try so hard to hold me i pull away you kiss me i cry wipe it off i love you baby you tell her i cry harder knowing that its not me you're talking to ............................. whiskey vodka calls me you favored this in me pain of nothing you can save i fall knowing all pain caused by you you try to heal me you can't i'm gone...............................my heart thrown at your door step you do nothing a tag reads "i love you and always will you weren't there for me, or cared for me...... you just were air for me, i breathe you in and out and still i need you" you kick it across the room later on in life 4 years later you call me be my wife i cry "all you do is give me strife" i cry again "i need you in my life" i know nothing i still stay get strung along hearing you play your song of pity for me knowing past now and future you truly never loved her i cry i bleed he's all i need my drug my will my love and life i am your wife
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That\'s intense Sriena. I really hope you aren\'t cutting yourself like that, it\'s not going to help. I wish there was something I could do for you, but i\'m limited to the internet. What went wrong? You sound SO hurt in this poem- so torn between loneliness and dependancy- I can feel pain written within these lines. Whatever guy does this to you isn\'t worth it- let me tell you. I was that kind of guy, i HATE every second of time i wasted being like that. Us guys can be jerks a lot of the time; i just want to say, on behave of us that have seen our mistakes, that i\'m sorry he\'s so bad to you because you don\'t deserve this kind of treatment AT ALL. You are MUCH more worht it: don\'t let ANY guy tell you otherwise.
*hugs* call if u need my help?