Dead end?

The vision of my reality came true today as I faced down my boss. This story has been going on for a while but it came to these final questions; Why wasn't he paying me as much respect as he does the others in his shop? I know the material and they could train me on the rest like they are currently doing with a guy they just hired two weeks ago-and I am training him... I asked if I could be a road-tech, his answer was NO! With no explanation.He walked away. Later I spoke with my DVR counselor and my boss had called her about this subject earlier and he was concerned that if I go out on a call I might have a seizure or something? Really? Am I the only one in the world with seizures? How can this stop me from being a normal person?Equality is about giving everyone an equal chance.
I'm 47, living in my fathers basement have a shared placement plan with my youngest son Jakob. I can only earn $1000 a month per SSI even though they are still in the final stages of approval. Three years I have been living on $1000 or less. I said PLACEMENT plan because my ex-wife has full custody and the government is taking back 50% instead of the standard 17% for the money I have in the rears due to the many operations and time off from work. So I get less that $400 after taxes a month. Could you live on that? I have to walk the food pantry line for the two of us once a month.
AND NOW THIS...